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Monday, October 31, 2005

finalli... the day for chinese ao lvl is here.. there was a sudden calm these days in mi.. even though i know that chinese ao lvl is reachin.. i still dun care abt it.. even todae... in the morning i was like calm, peaceful.. there was no sense of worryin or scare feelin abt the paper.. going through the paper was the same.. the feelin was like i was jus goin through an ordinary paper.. hehe.. dunno this is gd or bad.. the 5 letter words.. did nt know a single one.. nt surprising bah.. think even if i study i oso wont know it either.. haiz.. there were times when i think abt knowing like all 5 letter words.. although i know it is impossible.. but i can always dream abt it oso ma.. hehe.. think i will be over the moon.. haiz.. must must be realistic.. dunno means dunno.. think its luck bah.. ^^ it was the first time i encountered a comprehension passage where half of the time they ask u for the meaning of the phaze.. "wat the... " ppl chinese nt veri gd already still ask for meaning.. haiz.. but was quite shock when i see onli 4 ques.. hope i see correctly.. =x overall ar... think it was tough bah.. many nt veri sure.. then anyhow do.. =x but after the paper.. there was no relief feelin.. maybe this was nt a rock on mi shoulder.. it was like an ordinary paper which i hav to take.. like an ordinary day jus pass.. keke... funni hor..


snoww.
|7:36 PM|


Sunday, October 30, 2005

todae.. i think i realli am testin the limits.. been slackin for the whole dae! read finish a new bk somemore.. =/ chinese ao lvl is like tomor? and here i am bloggin.. haha.. okey.. now jus read a few compo.. then maybe i continue read finish be4 memorising afew chinese words.. and reading mi sch textbk.. think tat will do bah.. i hope.. pray real hard i will pass this exam wif flyin colours.. and for mi friends too! ^^

this section is abt mi sis.. caz she say that i will write abt her.. so ta da! firstly her recorded singing voice so childish.. =x and when i record mi voice wif hers.. haha.. *beams* think mine better.. =x anyway.. jus wasted mi time wif her for like 2 hrs? first was playin stress.. which i was like winning hands down.. even though i let her ALOT of times.. but in the end she did win once le.. and then oso play wif her a stupid game.. dun wanna tok abt that.. veri pai sei.... lastly was the new song found in her friendster.. she now like a new singer, rinie.. mi think she nt bad oso bah.. ^^

gonna study real hard now le.. make up for the time i lost... think i lost alot.. but never too late for things rite... hahha.. i hope.. ^^


snoww.
|11:18 PM|


Saturday, October 29, 2005

hehe.. so sorri... SOOOOOO long never blog.. no mood le... anyway.. i gt promoted to j2.. hehe.. hmm.. seriously one yr pass veri fast.. it was like yesterday when i first step into tpjc... the memories were still fresh in mi mind.. hehe.. surprise rite.. when i hav short term memory somemore.. >.<>

for the past few days.. it was like skippin lectures and playin cards in school... i like go sch for card game onli.. damn sian.. but wat to do.. better then nothin.. dun feel like goin for lectures oso... hehe... yesterday had a 'class' outin.. haha.. why i put 'class' caz nt many ppl attended bah.. like 12 or 13 ppl nia.. BUT! considered alot le.. haha.. went bowling... hmmm... surprise surprise.. wat to say le... never look a book at its cover.. haha! first game was quite fun... guys won.. boo! haha... i was so lousy for mi first few times.. gt 0, 0 for mi first bowl.. -.-! so sad for mi.... but ltr on gt better.. >.<>

chinese a lvl exam on monday le.. guess wat.. i haven study yet.. cant believe it... why must they put an a lvl exam days after the end of sch.. who would hav mood to do le... so sianz!!! wannna study chinese todae bah.. hope it helps.. heehe... think if i pass chinese i would be veri happi le... though i noe i must aim higher.. llike perhaps a B? heehe.. but think i shd do more then thinkin bah.. heehe.. dunno wat to study oso.. maybe chinese words bah.... hope i can remmember... short term memory u see.. hee.. maybe oso miself bah.. must try to be more interested in chinese...=p

ocip is like weeks away onli.. then i still so damn lazy to think of wat to bring... mi dad was like naggin and scoldin mi le... dun care him.. =x now oso like no cash wif mi le... spent alot in the pass few weeks.. oso veri pei seh to get rebate frm parents.. so wat to do.. hehe... hope when i go thailand gt lots of nice and cheap stuff.. can buy for mi! and mi friends.. hehe..

next yr we would get new fresh teachers le... i mean like ALL our teacher would be changing.. i would definetly miss miss chia and mr lim le! both of them were veir gd teachers.. and they were also veri patient.. put up wif all our nonsense.. hehe.. wondered wat mi next yr teacher would be le.. i hope nt those old old teachers.. then they make the lesson so boring.. if liddat i die le... confirm cannot concentrate one.. then would be sleepin somemore.. =/ HOPE nt le...

one more thing before i go bah.. mi grandpa gt into hospital caz his bone rub onto a neerve i think... hope dun need operation.. gonna go visit him ltr... i pray that he would be alrite.. hope that he go for terapy (dunno how to spell) would do...

wondered sometimes who wld read mi blog.. caz i veri lazy write entries now adays.. but dun worri i would try to constantly write le... ^^


snoww.
|10:57 AM|




Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you


Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming


No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
to be like me









To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like


WELCOME TO MY LIFE











Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?


Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding


No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me










To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like


WELCOME TO MY LIFE













No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like








To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
(what it's like)






To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like


WELCOME TO MY LIFE X3


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patricia
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