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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Today... another slack day... went to library to study... hehe... i studied the first chapter of physics.. wat to do.. never go first three mths so must self study lor.... then when go math lecture i was so so so tired sia.. lucky end liao.. caz ending that time i like fell asleep... hehe.... Went to the guitar cca, today the cjc came to our school.. like abit workshop but in 2 hrs nah... like to hear each other and comment on each other lor... met new friends le! hehe... so happy... actually thought will be alone one le... anyway.... the cjc like nt veri gd le... tpjc better... haha...


snoww.
|8:00 PM|


Monday, March 28, 2005

Relief, sad, scare and happy... These are some of the feelings i'm feeling now.. relief is because my course has finally ended! I had did the test today! luckily i bought along a jacket as it was freezing inside.. there were abt 30 to 40 candidates and i was seated in the front row! wat a 'great' seat it was... so we had to read in our name, ic, etc.. but compared to schools exam, this external exam we were allowed to leave early! like u onli need to seat for half an hour then if u giv up u can jus go... wow! but waste money lor... anyway i seat the paper until 5 mins be4 times up then i rise my hand and go.. why i did nt wait 5 more mins? simple! i dun wan wait for the invilgilator to go one by one ma.. so long.. anyway now i'm free! well.. until tomor morning... then my jc life realli starts.... I was quite sad caz i dun think i can get distinction for my test.. haiz.. i'm scare caz tomor i think go into classes liao....SO fast! gosh... veri hard to breath le.. and i'm happy caz i gt to the subject i wan! yeah... lolx... i got into math, phy, and econs... need to buy ten yrs series liao.. hehe.... anyway.. am veri veri gald that one at least it is more calmer.. well went back school to get my testi.. the teacher say all the gd things abt me le.. lolx.. but quite expected la.. confirm the same old thing frm our form teacher... oh yeah.. i oso went for my first lesson of gp tuition at caraven.. with zheng yi, shu ling, joel, hei wai, xiao yan.. hehe... quite enjoyable except abit stress.. caz the first lesson we were timed to do a compre in 1 and a half hour! jc compre le.. i was like.. ermz.. i never do be4 lor.. so in the end jus anyhow do.. hehe... jc compre and sec compre so different.. the summary like 7 marks nia.. then got one question abt application and own views one.. 7 marks but must write one and one third page! siao... lolx.. guess there will be more surprise in store for me.. hehe.. oh ya.. btw.. i went into class 14... so if anyone same as me must tell me hor.. hehe.... till then.. tata!


snoww.
|4:31 PM|


Tuesday, March 22, 2005

today.. woke up at 8.17am.. hehe... so early hor.. caz zheng yi message me asking me where to go... woke up so late was also the cause of my sister... she go on the air con and put it until so veri cold... so was later lor.. ok.. so i went into msn.. and a few ppl start askin me where i go le... but i haven check yet.. went yahoo.. check on jae... then click the webby... then after tat.. i click on a link for o lvl students... type in my ic... and there it was.. my posting... was quite glad the internet was not hangin.... hehe.. so here it is... I am officially going to...... tampines jc.. science course! lolx... dunnoe why when see result so happy... actually thought might not go in.. cause alot of ppl staying.. so quite scare... plus recently i have this strong and strange feeling tat i wan to go jc... lolx... so now veri happy... hehe... but for my test? i think i die liao... tomor orentation le.... must study already... >.<>


snoww.
|8:49 AM|


Monday, March 14, 2005

I am quite into this show lately.. well.. its been on for quite some time liao.. and i'm thinkin that its going to end soon.... So if you wanna buy vcd here is a Veri Veri gd show.. so touching.. cried a few times... hehe.. so here's a review i found on the webby.. hehe.. hope you like it.. you can catch it every monday and tuesday at 10.45pm or sometimes it startes at 11pm... remember to catch it!

Glass Slippers summary
When Taixi and Yunxi's parents pass away, they leave home to find their grandfather, who they have never seen. The grandfather is also trying to find his two grandchildren. When Taixi goes after pickpockets that steal her wallet, she loses her younger sister, Yunxi. Taixi, though, finds and lives with her grandfather and aunt, Xianzhi and the aunt's son, Ruijun with the help of Zaihe -a kid that only helped her because he knew Taixi was the grandchild of a very rich person. Yunxi, on the other hand, is hit by a car and loses her memory. The family that had hit her raises her (even though they don't want to), and fifteen years past by. Yunxi later had her name changed to Shanyu, she is a bright girl that works several jobs. Later on, she enters the company her grandfather owns. Her friend, Zhexiong, is the son of the grandfather's driver. Yanhong is his sister. Taixi also enters her grandfather's company as a unknown employee in an attempt to get recognized for her skills, not because she is the president's grandchild. She is still in search of her younger sister. Shengxi, who is the evil daughter of the family Shanyu grew up with, pretends to be Yunxi in front of Taixi, with Shanyu's mother ring. This makes things more complicated.
Yanhong on the other hand, met Ruijun. They were enemies at first, scolding and beating each other each time they met. However Ruijun fell in love with Yanhong. Yanhong soon loses her job, so Ruijun owing a restaurant gave her a waitress job. Soon Ruijun confess his love to her. Unbelieved in the start, but in the end she too fell in love with him. However Ruijun's mother did not agree to their affair, but they did not bother much about it. Eventually, though, the sisters will finally reunite after much tragety. Just like the Cinderella story, Shanyu is a poor girl that later turns out to be the daughter of a very rich grandfather, and her life is changed. However the doctor has found out that she has a bone marrow disorder. Now will she stay alive and pick Zaihe (her sister's boyfriend) or Zhexiong to be her prince or will she die.


snoww.
|10:49 PM|


Thursday, March 10, 2005

Attention all viewers.. the owner of the blog will nt be blogging or even on the net from 11/3 to 28/3.. hehe.. simply becaz she has a important exam, book keeping, which is veri costly and she is payin all by herself without any help from her parents.. the amount is like $100 over.. so she better do well for it.. anyway.. she will be studying like hell caz she haven even done any revision yet and its 18 days more onli... =D die... so pray hard for her and wish her the best.. hehe....

Anyway.. i will be posting my results of my JAE on my blog.. hehe.. so wish me luck on that too.. although i'm nt veri sure where i want to go.. but no matter where i go, i will study hard and do my best.. haha.. crappy rite.. o well... hehe...


snoww.
|4:33 PM|


Sunday, March 06, 2005

today... veri happy le.. one thing is that i have finally decided wat to put on my jae... first put tp jc then put singapore poly.. but the course i'm still deciding on accountancy or banking and fiance.. so quite relief...

Next is that mi furniture come le! my long awaited furniture.. hehe... the rocking chair is the best part i think.. so comfortable.... Xiang Yun comin my house to paint my room.. think next week bah.. hehe.. so happy.. like new room liddat.. haha...

Lastly for those who play maple story.. my friend sold me a white calaf and a white anakaroon.. hehe.. below npc price le.. but like i owe him alot.. hee... anyway still veri happy..


snoww.
|12:15 AM|


Thursday, March 03, 2005

WHY! why must we make a decision of where to go.. jc or poly.. why must we take the o lvl.. why is life so difficult... why must i get 16 pointers... why why why... two days ago.. when i saw the nus webby.. i was veri angry as all diploma can take business adminstration and that business courses can onli take computering.. so i decided jc... yesterday.. xy tok to me... and say her cousin from science in jc then decided to change to poly, business adminstration and that if u have a goal in life u shd go poly.. and that mi 16 pointers shd oso go poly.. now i back to square 1! why why why... i'm tired, confused, sad... i dun noe wat to do... it's the most important decision in my life.. and yet i'm left clueless... why why why... argh... why must life be like this... i need ans soon... if god would guide me through this.. plz giv me the ans soon... now.. i leave the ans in god's hand..


snoww.
|10:59 AM|


Wednesday, March 02, 2005

~~~~~28th feb~~~~~
gt my o lvl results on 28 of feb.. in the morning went with xiang yun and guan hui to temple at bugis.. hehe.. in the way there i was shocked! when i realise xiang yun haven got her singpass yet.. so after temple we went to tampines cpf building... the queue was VERI long, and it does nt seem like moving.. haiz.. sian.. next the person told us that there is another building where we can make singpass.. we were well quite happy and hope that the queue was lesser.. however it seem to be a bit lesser onli.. the worst thing was that they have lunch break! haiz.. so in the end we went to sch with xy without singpass... Stupid singpass la.. haiz.. that day so angry with the government.. anyway.. went to sch early.. saw mi a1 friend de.. veri happy.. they told me that 100% passes in a math, I was happy as I knew that alot of ppl will be veri happy.. hmm... at 2pm... we were told to seat down.. it delayed to 2.30pm... butterflies comin to my stomach and time was ticking.. my results was on the table further up... it was so near yet so far.. I started praying every now and then.. hoping for the best.. well they wont not let us get our results that easy.. of course there was a principal talk.. haiz.. at least it was nt veri boring.. told us abt our average results, he oso say that the express marks were above national average... so happy.. clap alot le... hehe.... told us the top student.. it was gracie.. so shocked! thought it would be another person.. hehe... but veri happy for her le.. congrats! ok.. going back.. after the principal speech it was abt 2.45pm... veri scare le.. however gt another speech.. haiz.. drag until 3pm.. then time suddenly pass veir fast.. before i noe it onli left 3 ppl infront of me taking the results.. AH!!! so fast... then time pass faster.. I sign my name messyly... who would bothered... haha... then I look at it.. heart pumpin.. however they never help me add up le! argh.. so i have results but i dun noe where i can go... okey.. relax i told my self.. i scan through the results... my both maths gt a1.. relieved! i scan through the crowd.. and found zheng ni.. ah.. life saver.. so i gt her junior to help me count... haha.. never expect it.. so the number start incresing... bit by bit... i started worrying.. suddenly it stop.. ah... i gt......................................16 points... haiz.. when i heard 16 i was sad... have to admit it.. it was nt that gd.... haiz.. but relieve.. so we talk abit... asking around our marks.. and then aik ying came.. she slowly state all my marks.. then i realise something.. i did do well.. well better then expected.. and i start being happy and abit crazy.... lolx... but thinking about 16 marks.. i felt disappointed... but was happy with my achievement.. my english especially.. i got b3! i mean b3! yeah.. so gd le.. never expected it.. hehe and my chinese oso b4! yeah! a B... in my whole life i have never thought of getting a B... especially when i thought that my dec chinese papers went down the drain... and it was hopeless but i still gt a c5.. but a b4.. gosh.... shocked and excitied.... my combined humans oso was quite a shock.. a b4.. so happy and relieve... so i scan through the schools i can go.. after minus my cca points i got 14... nt bad.. then i scan through the schools and saw that tampines jc i can go le.. hmm.. still thinking at that point whether to go jc or poly...

~~~~~1st march~~~~~
went to see movie le... Howl's moving castle at 10.35am tampines mall with shu ling, zheng ni, kang jing, xiang yun, qi fan and two of shu ling's friend... so early??? guess wat.. i woke up at 6am... caz accompany xy go do her singpass... went to the cpf building and well the queue was shorter but luckily.. it was movin! yeah.. at last... went to posb oso le.. wanted to draw out money caz moneyless after i brought my furniture.. surprise that i can draw out money in a joint acc of me and my dad... hehe! was in the cinema.. and be4 we went in.. i saw my cousin! suprising le.. my friends knew my cousin le.. she veri gd gt 9 pointers.... unlike me... oh well... the show was quite touching, cried afew times >.<>


snoww.
|7:32 PM|




Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you


Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming


No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
to be like me









To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like


WELCOME TO MY LIFE











Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?


Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding


No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me










To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like


WELCOME TO MY LIFE













No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like








To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
(what it's like)






To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like


WELCOME TO MY LIFE X3


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patricia
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