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Sunday, May 29, 2005

giv up on doing something unique with mi post le.. i'm useless at it.. wahahaha.. so now... onli jus plain crappin.. =x first day of holiday! how does it felt? well.. ermz... nothin special???? caz when i think of holiday.. i tink of extra lecture, extra tutorials... can... ComMoN TeSt!!! argh!! hehe.. but i oso think of free time and MORe SlEeP.. wahahhaa.. anyway... i shall start blogging.. on wat happen on tues...

TUesday.. pw day... must show teacher our gpp.. and guess wat? she like say good.. veri good.. heheehehe.. nt bad rite mi group.. wahahaha.. mi as leader le! lolx.. no la.. mi group members so gd le.. jia you! so.. we onli need to add more things to it... until under grps.. =x... shall nt say more... but i oso saw some ppl 'true colours'.... i nt sure oso la... may God bless them..

FriDay... had guitar nite le... first time.. scare... worried.. and ermz.. butterfly in mi stomach? u get the idea... actually was onli like 5 ppl singing.. then hor.. teacher scare we do a nt good job... or tat we realli never sing that well during practice that afternoon.. so gt senior join us.. so like.. aiya.. so many ppl le.. who ever wan join jus join lor... dun care le... but we train in the J202 i think room for quite some time more.. quite enjoyable.... time went pass FaSt.... went on stage like soo soon liddat... so.. when i gt on stage.. scare at first.. and so pai sei.... then started the music.. i never realli sing the first part when gt more confidence then sang mi best.. tried lookin at the auidence... but.. ermz... aiya.. nvm.. i'm nt veri gd at lookin at people anyway.... at the last part! OMG... we made a huge mistake.. caz the senior jus join us like for half an hour? so ermz.. they nt veri sure how the song is.. and we miss one more chrous! so lucky the guitar player saved the day... hehe... ermz.. ya.. then next is the barn dance... was nt playin in the front part caz suddenly i realise mi guitar so weird one le... haiz.. dunno why.. anyway.. caught up in the 2nd line.. and tried mi best followin tat.. was trying to look at the instructor once or twice oso.... hmmm... i hope i did a gd job in everything? overall it was quite ok le...

SaturdAy.. went out today! wahaha... go buy xin ying present.... we went bugis le... then hor.. suay sia.. went on mrt from bedok to bugis.. then saw S17 ppl.. haiz... in the morning.. first day of holiday saw them le.. sianz sia... anyway dun care them.. make mi angry onli... so.. was late meetin them... hehe... but ok la.. overall some ppl oso late... so ya.. fair.. hahaa... except for jia qi who came so early... hahaha... went go look look.. finally after a LoNg search.. we brought her a book mark.. which is like a wire liddat.. then make into xinying.. with a heart! haha.. nt bad le.. for lunch we went to fish and co... mi first time there.. so like i was thinkin since mi first time and the first day of holiday.. i jus try new stuff.. hhaahaha... so gt myself pari pari prawn which huiming reconmended caz her friend said nicesh... and a mango carrot drink which was refillable! wahahaa.... the rest gt like fish and chips and jia qi gt sting ray... hmm.. so when mi drink come... i was shock at first.. caz mi and hui ming order different drinks.. her's waas passon fruit.. but the colour like the same le! =O so anyway.. stirred it.. and tried one drink.. NICESH!! wahaha.. so heng le.. the drink was nice... hahaha... refillable somemore.... and no taste of carrot! hehhe... so while waiting for the food... we tok.. then while we tok i drink somemore... food came le.. mi prawn looks so big le.. ahhaa.. tried one.. and it was nice!.. haha.. but hor.. caz i jus now drank too much water.. i'm like full with like 4 to 5 bits le.. so wasted! so gt miself to finish it.. and hor.. since the mango carrot drink refillable.. so might as well drink mi fullest.. so ah... when i finish... i was sooooo full.. hehe.. but it was nice.. worth mi money.. wahhaha... so overall nt a bad day le.. too bad it ended with tuition...

anyway.. 12.03 le.. i'm still awake! =D


snoww.
|12:03 AM|


Wednesday, May 18, 2005

TROUBLED
TIRED
TERRIBLE
TENSE
TheSe are jUs SomE woRds To deScrIbe hoW i aM fEeLin nOw.. In LiFe, mIstAkes is alwAys bEin DoNe.. As ThE SayIn goEs, YoU maKe MisTakes iN orDer to bE suCEssFul... something liddat... BuT noW siNce I aM in a JC thErE is nO RetUrn.. I CanNOT hEaD baCk.. NoR CaN i SlaCk.. I CaNnoT PlAy.. NoR CaN i EnJoY LiFe.... is ThiS wAt i ReallI waN? WhAt Do I waN iN liFe AnyWaY? I haVe NeVeR kNeW How DifFicUlt it WaS to Do a Pw uNtiL noW... GoD PlZ hElp mE.. I NoE tHaT waDeVer i Do noW, i MusT aNd CanNOT rEgrEt ABt iT... BuT waT iS thE rITe ThiNg To dO? HoW to DeFinE rite iN liFe? PeRhAps I'm ThiNkin Too MucH.. BuT I juS hOpe I cAn PreserVe tIll nExt YR... sTudYin and ConCenTraTe on bOoks, BooKs and yeSh booKs... If I sTop NoW i WilL bE dOom... It iS gonNa Be ThE moSt DiffiCulT dAyS oF mI liFe... CaN i Go tHrU iT in OnE pIece?


snoww.
|4:47 PM|


Tuesday, May 17, 2005

SOOOOOoooo happy.... yesterday gt sea sports day.. in the beginning quite angry.. ccaz the guys was like keep us waiting while they go mac buy lunch.. haiz.. anyway.. we gt to paticipate still.. hee... dargon boat so worried le.. caz never practice.. but due to great guildance... we never got last! haha.. we got 2nd in the rely out of 5 classes... haha... hope we ccan go finals.. but quite impossilble caz onli 10 out of 40 plus class can get into finals... anway... we RULE for the events! haha.. like canoeing ar... rafting ar.. haha.. gt first in relys le... and some even confirm 1st place le.. whahaha.. although land sports we not gd but we rule at sports games! hehe...

today was actually quite in a happy mood le.. then we gt for extra math remedial.. today.. veir SUAY.. caz gt other class join oso... they veri veri bad one lor... laugh at mi friends laughter.. then they like act so smart liddat.. then like say gt get 'virus' being veir rude lor.... so angry with them sia... then they like act big liddat say 'shut up' liddat.. cannot stand them sia.. if we dargon boat gt into finals MUST beat them sia.. then this week math test i oso wanna beat their top 'scholar'... =p cannot ta han them le... so angry sia... argh...

anyway tomor gt econs test, thrus gt SPA and fri gt math test.. so sayonara to sleep.. *.*


snoww.
|8:34 PM|


Sunday, May 15, 2005

so lonnnnnnngggggg neve blog le... dun feel like it bah... hmm.. many things have happen since i blog.. realise mi civil teacher like so bias liddat... dun reallli like her le.. and i cant stand the fact that she dun give us the format to write for econs then onli after test then tell us.. like.. hello! isn't that too late?! dunnoe her la...
anyway.. found mi pw group le.. feel so stupid caz long time ago knew where to find it but did not realise it was there.. >.<>.<
tommor is sea sports day for mi sch le.. think it would be fun bah.. never had it be4.. and mi sch is the onli jc that have sea sports day! whahaha... hehe.. doing dragon boat tomor.... ar.. but hor.. mi class never practice be4 le.. caz everytime no dragon boat.. so wish us luck... hehe.. this comin week, full of test again.. gt SPA, econs test again! and math faculty test.. or something liddat.. was thinkin whether i shd nt have slack for the past erms.. 5 dayS? anyway.. what's over is over le.. dun think will be sleepin much this week.. at least something to look forward too.. the holidays! ar... correction.. indiviually studyin.. caz after holiday is like common test liao..
but be4 that.. must practice hard on mi guitar caz gt guitar nite comin up and oso gt camp le.. hehe... and i finally noe the price for the guitar nite tickets le.. it is $5 dollars.. sounds alot hor.. but still must come, ok.. hehe.. need to study for econs le.. -.-


snoww.
|10:05 AM|




Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you


Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming


No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
to be like me









To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like


WELCOME TO MY LIFE











Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?


Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding


No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me










To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like


WELCOME TO MY LIFE













No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like








To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
(what it's like)






To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like


WELCOME TO MY LIFE X3


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patricia
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