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Saturday, July 09, 2005

hmm.. recently i have collected back my results.. i jus want to say something 'bad', if mi class is readin this they would be sayin ur kidding or something liddat.. but realli.. it's jc and i could hav done better..

on friday i had mi chinese a lvl orals.. it was so difficult.. after this if i never saw the script of the orals in the earlier days i would hav believed mi friends and teachers would have bluff mi by sayin its easy.. i saw the scripts of the orals in the earlier days and it is realli veri easy.. but WHY! why does it hav to be on mi day when it gets so tough! i was like mumblin all the way through.. i feel so sad.. feel so disappointed with mi self...

after so much things hav happen.. i have onli one thing to say.. 'numb' i'm numb to all the things.. i like hav no feeling what so ever abt wat's going on.. what's with mi! i wanna feel sad, disappointed but i cant.. i jus feel empty.. like tat is nothin wrong... i remember that oral, they ask mi one ques.. how to reduce stress.. i did nt noe how to answer.. cause in the first place.. i have never felt stress be4.. or i shd put it i dun noe what is stress.. in life.. secondary, jc... everyone was like so stress here and there... but wat is stress realli.. i mean.. to mi.. if there is lots of work to do, it is like 'of course'.. we are going from pri to sec and to jc.. so there is of course changes.. then when we cannot finish or exams are so near.. then i hear ppl say stress.. but i still dun get it.. to mi they are like i hav lots of work to do.. or no sleep today or something liddat... but in life i have never realli felt stress be4.. weird rite.. i dun noe... i feelin numb now.. and life is like flashin pass mi..

snoww.
|3:19 PM|

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=> ~~get back my computer from my dad!(nt realli.. but at least i gt my own computer =p )~~
=> ~~get the new book of 'Sophie Kinsella'~~
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=> ~~to go to the jc or poly i really wanted to go (well i went to tpjc..)~~
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=> ~~get the advanced level physics book by nelkon and parker (if i can find it)~~
=> distinction for my book keeping course
=> renovate my room(half way through.. hehee)
=> get more jeans
=> be thinner
=> all As for my a level.. >.<
=> bag pack
=> get more cloths!
=> able to go to oversea cip with mi friendz

Places that I have been!
=> malaysia
=> korea
=> united states

Places that I want to go that I have found pics in..

=> a tour around the world.. hehe

+ What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics)
=> true??

http://www.anime-system.narod.ru/Galleries/angel/angel17.jpg

In your eyes, people see kindness... You're just
so... so... so... Sweet! You're kind and love
to give others in need, a helping hand. You're
pretty shy but can be warm and friendly towards
those you know, and those who know you best.
Your sanctuary would just be any place that is
warm, cozy, and inviting to all people. You
love to show signs of affection to your lover
but a small simple talk does the trick as well
;) Sadly, your kindness can be used to your
disadvantage. People can use you, and take
advantage over your sweet and sensitive
mind.... But fear not! With you being so kind
and generous, people look up to you and adore
you ^-^ No one would dare hurt you because they
can't bear the thought of your sweet smile
turning into a frown :)

+ .::=What type of Mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
=> My Mythical Sprite is....... A Air Sprite... lol..

Fun loving, childish, innocent and pure You are a sprite of the Air: Fun loving and
childish your naive nature only enhances how
truly cute you are! You may come off as too
childish but only because your not burdened
with all the rules and regulations of
adulthood. You are carefree most of the time
spending your days playing tag or naming all
the clouds you see in the sky. You are
generally kind to everyone because you have
lots of love and happiness to share! Making
friends comes easy because they strive for the
innocence you possess but be careful, being as
nice and kind hearted as you are people will
try to manipulate your nature if they have not
already. Don't ever let anyone mold you to
their standards although I doubt anyone could.

+What type of Tea are you? {-With Anime Pictures!-}
=> I'm Chamomile Tea, u?

Chamomile Tea... You are Chamomile Tea. Your an original! Helpful to anyone in need and
always willing to lend a hand, you take action
but not through violence, people listen to you
for you have a knack for giving wonderful
advice! Many look up to you and you try your
best not to let them down. You have many
friends steadfast or no who consider themselves
lucky to be near you. You may have been hurt in
the past but you dont let that stand in your
way! You have a wonderful outlook on life and
try to see the good in people which is an
awesome gift!

+UPDATED What kind of love are you? ( COOL anime pics)
=> I have an innocent love.. haha..

beautiful winged angel

You have an innocent love. You haven't been through
it and you are a twindge of a hopeless romantic
in you. You are very sweet and kind. Boys are
probably dreaming to get you as thier girl!^_^

+Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::..
=> My beauty lies in Innocence.. LOL..

Innocent Beauty

Your Beauty lies in Innocence. Pure, sweet and child-like. You most likely look far younger than you are and your smile would brighten up anyone's day. Seen as naive and sheltered, you can be ignorant at times, but for the most part, it's simply your reputation preceding you. You are most likely rather aware of the realities of life. You are extremely good natured and trustworthy. By the same token, you are a bit too trusting. Be careful, few are as honest and open as you. You might seem girlish still with a love of dresses, ponies, and things most might deem you "too old for". But this doesn't bother you. You enjoy your youth and are going to make it last. After all you are only as old as you feel.

Some Things That Represent You:

Element: Light, Wind Animal: Kitten Color:
White, Pink, Pastels Song: Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney
Expression: Innocent Smile

Gemstone: Diamond Mythological Creature: Unicorn
Planet: Moon Hair Color: White Eye Color: Silver

Quote: "A stranger is just a friend you haven't met
yet."

+(BEAUTIFUL anime pics) What is your soft toned intrument?
=> My soft toned instrument is a flute.. Yay! always wanted to play it.. but still donnoe.. lol..

flute

You are a flute. You are social and like to take
your chances. You like to spread your wings and
expirience new things. You are high in spirit.
You also like to talk to many people about your
views.

+ Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
=> I'm a water ballerina inside! hehe.. izzit true?

You are a water girl. You are flexable and very
nice. You are quiet so people who don't know
you thnk you are weird or just mean and high
and mighty like. You aren't though. You like
to have a good time and you also just like to
relax and just enjoy the stars.

+ Whats Your Personality(with PICS)
=> My Personality is............

yukirin2

You're a very bubbly, happy, caring person. You
love to be with your friends and you love
making them happy. Your always willing to bend
over backwards to help someone in need even if
you don,t know them. Plus you love making new
friends, which is why your always surrounded by
people. Remember though sometimes you need to
concentrate on your work, you tend to not pay
attention and can be rather spacey. Also
remember to do things for yourself sometimes
and don,t let people take advantage of your
giving nature. Also Please Send Pics!!!

+ What Inuyasha Character are you?
=> My Inuyasha character is Kagome.. Weeeee...

Kagome

Your Kagome! you like to hang out with your friends
and are always the first person to volunteer to
show a new student around, you are kind and
giving and enjoy having a occasional sleep-over
with the girls!

+ .:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
=> mY element is light

Light

Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your
almost angelic, you find joy in others
happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in
pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
good about themselves and if someone is upset
you can tend to become rather upset as ell
which means you are sympathetic and raise
others above yourself. Being as kind and
good-natured as you are people have most likely
hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up
every time. You may look fragile but you are
stronger than most tend to see. Life is
beautiful no matter how you look at it and you
understand that people make mistakes, not
everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
let anyone change you. You truly have a
beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.

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