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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

OMG!!! guess wat.. i had my first nose bleed last night! so scary... the feeling in my nose was veri weird.. and now still abt the same.. except it stopped! it all started last night.. at abt 11pm plus plus and i was watching 'glass shoe' which is quite a nice show and chatting with guan hui after spending abt half an hour on the lousy computer jus to get into msn.. then my nose bleed started! i was shock, as it was my first.. i was then told by my parents to lay down on the bed and had a ice pack on my head.. breathing was veri difficult and i felt no better.. i was force to sleep and i guess it stopped for a while.. but then when i woke up in the early morning and start going to the toilet.. it started again! argh.. wanna die already.. so had to go back to bed again with one of my hand handicape from holding the tissue on my nose.. it was the worst night... so in the morning my dad took a days leave.. thanks dad.. and drove me to A&E.. hehe.. but that time my nose bleed haven stop yet sia.. so must have a tissue in my nose.. then i go down stairs and it was most embrassing.. in the early morning and i met so many ppl both in the lift and at the carpack there.. argh! so pai sei sia.. anyway things got worst.. on the way there we saw an accident.. the bus had crash into a mrt pillar! the front part of the bus was almost irrecognisable! it happen at Tanah Merah at the cross junction where there is a big plant shop, and i think it is near to bedok view sec.. well if u live near there or if u had cross past there be4 then u will noe what i mean.. anyway.. we went to A&E and then the accident had injured ppl and of course they went there too.. haiz.. anyway.. when we gt there i took my tissue out and guess wat! the bleeding stop.. of all places.. it happened infront of two nurse and two practicing guy nurses!!! argh!!! i wanna hide my face.. gosh... so veri veri pai sei.. so the nurse say i had to wait for hours.. so in the end i came home and slept... buit be4 that i tried to contact my work place.. as i did nt noe the phone number i called 100 to find out.. called many times but there was no answer.. so i called popular and ask abt the number and guess wat.. the number that 100 gave my was wrong! gosh.. and i thought they knew all the telephone number... haiz.. so i finally gt the number and i called my work place.. Felt veri sad as wat will they do without me! nt that i am a veri important person but.. i still have a quite big part and today ppl will be coming down to get the uniforms, and how abt my cashier assistant... onli i can do it.. caz the other part timer never did it be4... and lots lots more.. so haiz.. hope they will do fine...


snoww.
|5:03 PM|


Sunday, January 23, 2005

1 more week to my first pay le! ahahahaha... veri happy le.. gt my first money that i make! hope it is alot.. hehe... hmm.. this few weekends i go my grandma house to help make chinese cookies.. haha.. nice le.. especially the pineapple tart.. =) but i now realise something le.. my 1st uncle veri veri bad! we do the cookies then he giv to his friends! he does not help much le.. haiz.. so unfair one.. i go put veri little things on the givin away one.. haha... dun care.. hehe... anyway.. now veri veri little time sia.. work, eat, watch tv, sleep.. i miss maple story! all my friends higher lvl then me le.. so sad.. and i still computerless... haiz.. life so unfair le.. anyway.. going to buy new shoes.. haha.. went to nanyang poly for the open house le.. it was ok bah.. but lots of ppl.. and... the place is veri big sia.. still dunnoe where i wanna go.. see results bah.. till then.. i gotta pray hard for gd results.. hehe..


snoww.
|8:00 PM|


Thursday, January 20, 2005


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snoww.
|7:05 AM|





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snoww.
|6:54 AM|


Saturday, January 15, 2005

TirEd!!! lol.. one week of work.. veri tired and pain all over my body.. hehe.. unable to blog sia expecially when i am computerless! I wan a laptop!!! lol.. covered alot of things in my job this week.. quite satisfied.. oso did a bit of cashiering.. haha.. quite fun sia.. but veri scary if change the money wrongly.. worst part is i hav a course!! then everytime go course like going there to sleep liddat.. veri jia lat.. so an advise.. to complete ur studies before thinkin of having a job.. caz havin a job and a course is damn tiring.. wonder how adults which do that cope with it.. it is a veri bad idea to work and take up course.. i think if u work for yrs and yrs doing the same thing.. it is veri MEANINGLESS!!!! veri sian oso... at least for me i dun hav to work during the weekends and holidays.. haha.. quite gd la.. compared with ppl who hav to work.. The ppl there oso quite nice except perhaps i am covering too much le.. i did almost everything except for the counting of money.. haha.. $$$$... hope next week would be better.. haha.. suddenly realise something.. teachers can be veri fussy! and never realli make their minds.. hmm... onli some i guess, especially the gers.. haha.. everything is must get it done as soon as possible.. jus hope that the rush hour would end soon.. and the uniforms would be comin next week!! wonder how i can cope with it.. especially when the cabinate is full already.. and the store room.. well i need to repack i guess.. new bks are oso comin in.. Alot of things to do next week!!!! argh.... hehe.. i should nt continue any further or nt u would be zzzzzzzzzz.. hehe.. till next time...


snoww.
|11:22 AM|


Friday, January 07, 2005

veri long never blog le... hmm.... recently went to a class bbq le... quite alot of ppl go le.... So happy... hehe.... glad to noe that lots of ppl r doing well... being an owl recently.. woke up at night and sleep in the morning.. Night life is the best! hehe..but i cannot stay up late for long.. sian... parents complain le.. so unfair one... anyway... have job le.. ahahahaha.. starting on monday... hope that everything will work out... Saw a quote in my course room...

'If you think studies is expensive, try ignorance.'

dun get what the quote means thought... do you?


snoww.
|4:48 PM|


Sunday, January 02, 2005

Today veri happy le! I have like won part of the war le! wat war? well, its the war between me and my dad about the computer le! and today.. I gt the computer for most of day.. Ahahaha! Anyway, I oso added new things to my blog le.. like calendar, more quiz and a wish list... haha... Nice? Please write comments about it in my tag.. It will be most helpful.. I oso found some nice pics and music to put on my blog le! nt normal type of music but anime kind.. Ahahaha.. So when I tried of 'welcome to my life' the music then I change.. But up to now, veri nice le.. Ahahaha.. Siao already.. Too happy le.. hmm.. realise something le.. If u play maple story at 2-4am, then got get alot of good things le.. haha.. many potions... Now I almost like owl liddat... But I now quite like the night le... Veri Nice.. Especially since I have the computer... Ahahaha.. kk.. I'll stop here.. hehe...


snoww.
|6:42 PM|


Saturday, January 01, 2005

Happy new year to all! new year le! so fast! time waits for no one huh..

But sadly nature cares for no one too... As the new yr arrive, tsunami cause many ppl to die le.. Many have lost their life and their love ones...
However...
"There is no need to curse others
There is no need to suspect corruption
Its not the time yet until there is evidence
Dont accuse or anticipate unneccessarily
Just be glad for the kindness of helpful people
Just pray for more survivors"


It's sad but it is still the truth.. We as Singaporeans are very bless to be 'protected' by our neighbours (directly or indirectly).. So we shd do our best to help the victims where ever we can even if it is just a simple prayer.. So as the new yr arrives, I pray for all the safety of the tsunami victims and that they will be safe and sound. Amen.

Let's have a solemn moment of silent for them..







Ok.. Done.. hmm.. new yr arrive le.. and I hav plan more new things for my blog le.. Preparing new songs for my blog and perhaps have a wish list.. Adding more quiz if there is more space since there is much gd comments abt my quiz.. Ahahaha.. tat's all for now folks.. tata..



snoww.
|2:52 AM|




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snoww.
|12:00 AM|




Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you


Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming


No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
to be like me









To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like


WELCOME TO MY LIFE











Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?


Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding


No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me










To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like


WELCOME TO MY LIFE













No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like








To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
(what it's like)






To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like


WELCOME TO MY LIFE X3


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