BeLieVe In uRseLf

chinese ao lvl.. =/

2005-10-31T19:36:00.000-08:00

finalli... the day for chinese ao lvl is here.. there was a sudden calm these days in mi.. even though i know that chinese ao lvl is reachin.. i still dun care abt it.. even todae... in the morning i was like calm, peaceful.. there was no sense of worryin or scare feelin abt the paper.. going through the paper was the same.. the feelin was like i was jus goin through an ordinary paper.. hehe.. dunno this is gd or bad.. the 5 letter words.. did nt know a single one.. nt surprising bah.. think even if i study i oso wont know it either.. haiz.. there were times when i think abt knowing like all 5 letter words.. although i know it is impossible.. but i can always dream abt it oso ma.. hehe.. think i will be over the moon.. haiz.. must must be realistic.. dunno means dunno.. think its luck bah.. ^^ it was the first time i encountered a comprehension passage where half of the time they ask u for the meaning of the phaze.. "wat the... " ppl chinese nt veri gd already still ask for meaning.. haiz.. but was quite shock when i see onli 4 ques.. hope i see correctly.. =x overall ar... think it was tough bah.. many nt veri sure.. then anyhow do.. =x but after the paper.. there was no relief feelin.. maybe this was nt a rock on mi shoulder.. it was like an ordinary paper which i hav to take.. like an ordinary day jus pass.. keke... funni hor..

testing the limits..

2005-10-30T23:18:00.000-08:00

todae.. i think i realli am testin the limits.. been slackin for the whole dae! read finish a new bk somemore.. =/ chinese ao lvl is like tomor? and here i am bloggin.. haha.. okey.. now jus read a few compo.. then maybe i continue read finish be4 memorising afew chinese words.. and reading mi sch textbk.. think tat will do bah.. i hope.. pray real hard i will pass this exam wif flyin colours.. and for mi friends too! ^^

this section is abt mi sis.. caz she say that i will write abt her.. so ta da! firstly her recorded singing voice so childish.. =x and when i record mi voice wif hers.. haha.. *beams* think mine better.. =x anyway.. jus wasted mi time wif her for like 2 hrs? first was playin stress.. which i was like winning hands down.. even though i let her ALOT of times.. but in the end she did win once le.. and then oso play wif her a stupid game.. dun wanna tok abt that.. veri pai sei.... lastly was the new song found in her friendster.. she now like a new singer, rinie.. mi think she nt bad oso bah.. ^^

gonna study real hard now le.. make up for the time i lost... think i lost alot.. but never too late for things rite... hahha.. i hope.. ^^

>.<

2005-10-29T10:57:00.000-07:00

hehe.. so sorri... SOOOOOO long never blog.. no mood le... anyway.. i gt promoted to j2.. hehe.. hmm.. seriously one yr pass veri fast.. it was like yesterday when i first step into tpjc... the memories were still fresh in mi mind.. hehe.. surprise rite.. when i hav short term memory somemore.. >.<>

for the past few days.. it was like skippin lectures and playin cards in school... i like go sch for card game onli.. damn sian.. but wat to do.. better then nothin.. dun feel like goin for lectures oso... hehe... yesterday had a 'class' outin.. haha.. why i put 'class' caz nt many ppl attended bah.. like 12 or 13 ppl nia.. BUT! considered alot le.. haha.. went bowling... hmmm... surprise surprise.. wat to say le... never look a book at its cover.. haha! first game was quite fun... guys won.. boo! haha... i was so lousy for mi first few times.. gt 0, 0 for mi first bowl.. -.-! so sad for mi.... but ltr on gt better.. >.<>

chinese a lvl exam on monday le.. guess wat.. i haven study yet.. cant believe it... why must they put an a lvl exam days after the end of sch.. who would hav mood to do le... so sianz!!! wannna study chinese todae bah.. hope it helps.. heehe... think if i pass chinese i would be veri happi le... though i noe i must aim higher.. llike perhaps a B? heehe.. but think i shd do more then thinkin bah.. heehe.. dunno wat to study oso.. maybe chinese words bah.... hope i can remmember... short term memory u see.. hee.. maybe oso miself bah.. must try to be more interested in chinese...=p

ocip is like weeks away onli.. then i still so damn lazy to think of wat to bring... mi dad was like naggin and scoldin mi le... dun care him.. =x now oso like no cash wif mi le... spent alot in the pass few weeks.. oso veri pei seh to get rebate frm parents.. so wat to do.. hehe... hope when i go thailand gt lots of nice and cheap stuff.. can buy for mi! and mi friends.. hehe..

next yr we would get new fresh teachers le... i mean like ALL our teacher would be changing.. i would definetly miss miss chia and mr lim le! both of them were veir gd teachers.. and they were also veri patient.. put up wif all our nonsense.. hehe.. wondered wat mi next yr teacher would be le.. i hope nt those old old teachers.. then they make the lesson so boring.. if liddat i die le... confirm cannot concentrate one.. then would be sleepin somemore.. =/ HOPE nt le...

one more thing before i go bah.. mi grandpa gt into hospital caz his bone rub onto a neerve i think... hope dun need operation.. gonna go visit him ltr... i pray that he would be alrite.. hope that he go for terapy (dunno how to spell) would do...

wondered sometimes who wld read mi blog.. caz i veri lazy write entries now adays.. but dun worri i would try to constantly write le... ^^

a long time ltr....

2005-09-22T05:39:00.000-07:00

wah.. surprised how long i did not blog le... dun realli feel like it especially since comin to promos and then i will be writing same old story tat usually jus goes around the no time and must study harder.. lalala...

hmm.. alot of tings have happen le... for eg... i suddenly realise that alot of ppl in mi class, even mi teacher! thinks that i study the whole night then like sleep veri little, like 1 or 2 hrs? =O how can this be possible to any human being? haiz... they think too highly of mi le... so i here must clarify miself... i do study at night but i also sleep alot! and i like to doze off alot of times too! think that's all abt it bah... hehe..

hmmm.. recently been *studyin* after school at library.. okey... nt reali studyin.. caz dunno why i go library like so dun feel like studyin.. then keep on playin.. laugh here and there... but it will improve! haha... next step is to try to concentrate like for half an hour? okey... patetic rite... >.<>

chinese promos was yesterday... ermz.. wat to say lei.. hmm.. if u ask mi abt wat the paper 2 was abt.... u would see mi blank look... >.<>

been comin late for sch le... like i counted... 8 times straight! tis is so unlike mi rite.. haha... but recently dun feel like comin to school le... and of course mi conscience guilt is coverin over mi... so i hav decided to go sch early todae! haha... if i can la... =x

i recently.. ok.. quite long le... abt a few weeks ago.. brought a zen neeon.. wahhahaha! jealous?? lolx.. and the best thing is i found a website.. for like chinese, eng, jap, korea songs le! then i can like d/l like siaoz... now inside gt like 700 plus songs liaoz.. haha... still can put like double of the songs... wahahahaa..

hmm.. frm here till end of nov think i will be quite busy le.. gt promos.. (of course!) then gt oral presentation for pw.. then gt ocip.. then after tat is mi birthday! haha... must buy mi present hor... hmm... ya.. so anyway.. dun think i will blog much until i feel like it..... =p

5 slackin days for mi!

2005-08-06T18:13:00.000-07:00

hmm.. dunno what was over mi on friday le.. so moody.. did nt wanna tok... dun care abt hw.. or class.. or teachers.. felt veri
rebellious tat day.. i dun noe wat happen.. PMS? lolx... dunno... so sorri guys.. i must hav scared u all.. gt locked out of econs class on friday oso... cant believe it rite.. caz after gp then we (hm, xy, jq, pris, wendy) jus went to photocopy something.. (all mi fault) then saw andrea and jean on the way up class caz they collectin the national day shirt... then was like late by 5 or 10 mins? then she lock us up..... all childish can she be.. stupid miss tay... but tat time.. i did nt realli care... lock lock lor... like i wanna listen liddat... all of us complained she cant teach like centuries ago? haiz.. somemore our clivics teacher... actually jus wanted to go and leave for lunch... since she lock us up bah.. but luckily the rest decided to stay and let her 'scold' us or nt mon it would be worst.. though i felt moody.. i never realli comment much... caz dun feel like tokin anyway.. but inside.. i was like realli dun care anyway.. scold scold lor... today nt mi day anyway... while waiting for her.. gt out mi cards to play tai di.. then mi and andrea went down buy things to eat and for pris oso.. dun care if she scold mi for goin down to buy food.. so yeah... luckily.. went there tat time saw mi yam pau! =p been wantin to eat it all week long.. then everytime dun hav... haha.. so happy le... moody abit but nt so bad... hahahaha... =p so enjoyed mi yam pau on mi way back... wanted so much to feel happy after eating mi yam pau... but guess mi moody feelin overpower it bah... anyway... miss tay came after class and like 'scold' us sayin we shd set our piorities rite... onli remember tat part caz i did nt care what she said.... so.. jus wanna thx kuang yi bah.. for trying to explain our absent but in the end gt scolded.. ty ar..

today i hav thought back how stupid was i lor... feelin moody so suddenly.. must be sch too sian i think.... anyway.. now i dun care le... as in.. i wanna be happy always.. and i will nt think too much le! =p so gonna look at life happily... and i gt like 5 days of slackin! =p so happy.. think will see mi online all day if i at hm bah.. haha..

celebration!

2005-07-28T21:45:00.000-07:00

On wed: guess wat! we got into the finals for netball!!! yesh! a grp with has NO netballers and the ONLi grp with enter into the finals without any netballers!! whahahaha... =x finals is on weds le.. so scare le... >.<>

Oso on wed: mi 2.4km i gt C le... ran like 16.03 if i nt wrong.. gt improve and quite happy le.. at least this time i never stop... >.<

one week pass.. 9 weeks more to promos?

2005-07-24T21:05:00.000-07:00

one week pass after mi so 'determine' mind.. guess wat.. haven started mi preparation yet.. pathetic rite.. haiz.. >.<

did our gp ppt on friday... guess wat.. we do too much le... >.<
netball competition is like on wed de.. so scared.. so worried.. haiz.. caz firstly dunno how to play lor... >.<

ran with pris and hm on thurs.. abt 2.2km non-stop.... wahahha... pro rite.... then on sat i ran alone at bedok stadium... die le.. without friends i'm so dead.. run abit then stop.. and especially alot of ppl was walkin lor! mi no determination at all.. *sob* luckily wed is running wif friends... we must jia you! hehe..

gt to catch up on mi times reading.. cause never read at all then now like gt 9 times i haven read yet! die rite.. so must read like one per day? haiz.. must try le.. or nt.. i subsribe jus to waste money.. so cannot cannot.. must read.... havin econs essay test on wed... luckily can bring in a piece of paper double sided.. hehe... pray can get gd gd marks... =x have to train miself to study like be4 10pm? caz i am like wasting alot of precious time be4 10pm stoning.... =x and blogging once a week nia.. hehehehe...

time to work.. and i mean real work..

2005-07-16T15:30:00.000-07:00

no time to laze around
no time to say no mood
no time to eat
no time to sleep!
no time to watch tv
no time to go on msn, ermz.. maybe..=p
no time to rot around
no time to think there is lots of time
ok.. realli.. there is no time! jus 11 weeks to promos! and i realli mean 11 weeks.. minus away weekday and doing project and lazing around it is like 1 mth? or even less.. omg.... how?! i need to prepare.. i need to start real studying.. i need to concentrate in school! i need.. i need.. i jus need a will.. a life! a.. haiz.. i need a break.. but haiz.... tok abt tat after promos bah.. but now.. no matter what happens.. no matter how hard.. i need to perserver, spell something liddat bah.. wahhaha.. =x i realli need determination.. although i noe that the next few weeks.. it is gonna be like veri relaxing.. caz the pressure is nt on yet.. although i now oso cannot feel any pressure.. as i said be4 i dunno wat stress like.. ya so..now is mere determination bah.. must think of wat to do everyday.. must at least revise something everyday.. and last but nt least.. must.. read times! haha.. i go apply for times.. then like come 6 copies or more.. but i onli read one! gosh.. ok...cannot waste money rite..... hehe.... ok... must strive for the best no matter wat i do le... wat's pass is pass.. mi common test is over! mi o lvls is over! so yeah.. and dun forget mi promos the precentage is more... so yeah.... to be promoted or nt realli count on it! i cannot waste time on tv le... and oso on blog bah.. =x.. but will try to blog like in two weeks once? yeah.. something liddat bah.... will report abt mi progress! wahhaha... mi wan to be transparent.. unlike.. nkf.. opps... okey.. yeah... so wish mi luck! oh.. and especially for mi NAFA... so scare le.. at the end of july testing.. then i like burn midnight oil liddat.. now then start excerising.. i am nt a sports person.. hehe..

I joined netball competition! haha... ok.. nt realli i wanna join la.. but then.. as a tall person.. everyone sure want in the team rite.. haha.. jk jk... so yeah... mi class put mi name in so.. ya.. joining bah...... this one must wish mi more luck... cause hor.. i have had plenty bad experiences with ball... so quite scare of it.. so yeah.. must wish mi aiming veri gd.. then hor.. grow taller so easy throw ball in net and easy block ppl... haha.. i veri bad hor.. so tall le.. still wanna grow tall... to block ppl somemore.. =x monday practicing le... hope we are unite and realli enjoy it! hehhe...

hmmm... oh ya... times been quite smooth for mi pw... firstly i managed to get permission to visit swiss sch.. whahaha.. then now is pap kindergarten.. whahaha.. although the first few time ask them then they reject mi.. but finally a kind soul let us visit! whahaha.. so tues visiting.. but must pass the sch vp or something liddat.... then still gt the pink form... so wish mi luck! hehe..

and lastly... mi school gt oversea cip! and guess wat is go thailand le! whahahaa.. somemore is like build house and teach english... haha.. so fun! like it i'm nt wrong is 35 ppl or 30 ppl.. then must giv the teachers ur o lvl results and common test results.... then will be short listed and gt interview i think... but i realli wanna go le! hope mi friends oso wanna go bah... will be so fun! it is end of yr.. then $300 nia... for 12 days.. wahhahahha so happy liaoz... =x realli depends on mi friends.. caz i dun wan one person go nia... then will be like so lonely.... mi dun like lonely... so yeah... =x hehehe... wish mi luck oso.. hhaa like this time mi entry so many wish mi luck hor... lolx.... caz i reali need luck.. but most of all... and lastly must pray for mi.. haha... God bless!

numbness

2005-07-09T15:19:00.000-07:00

hmm.. recently i have collected back my results.. i jus want to say something 'bad', if mi class is readin this they would be sayin ur kidding or something liddat.. but realli.. it's jc and i could hav done better..

on friday i had mi chinese a lvl orals.. it was so difficult.. after this if i never saw the script of the orals in the earlier days i would hav believed mi friends and teachers would have bluff mi by sayin its easy.. i saw the scripts of the orals in the earlier days and it is realli veri easy.. but WHY! why does it hav to be on mi day when it gets so tough! i was like mumblin all the way through.. i feel so sad.. feel so disappointed with mi self...

after so much things hav happen.. i have onli one thing to say.. 'numb' i'm numb to all the things.. i like hav no feeling what so ever abt wat's going on.. what's with mi! i wanna feel sad, disappointed but i cant.. i jus feel empty.. like tat is nothin wrong... i remember that oral, they ask mi one ques.. how to reduce stress.. i did nt noe how to answer.. cause in the first place.. i have never felt stress be4.. or i shd put it i dun noe what is stress.. in life.. secondary, jc... everyone was like so stress here and there... but wat is stress realli.. i mean.. to mi.. if there is lots of work to do, it is like 'of course'.. we are going from pri to sec and to jc.. so there is of course changes.. then when we cannot finish or exams are so near.. then i hear ppl say stress.. but i still dun get it.. to mi they are like i hav lots of work to do.. or no sleep today or something liddat... but in life i have never realli felt stress be4.. weird rite.. i dun noe... i feelin numb now.. and life is like flashin pass mi..

I dun wanna go back sch!

2005-07-04T23:54:00.000-07:00

ok... its been a veri long time since i hav blog.. like mi blog dieing le... haiz... no mood.. wat to do... many things have happen since i last blog.. holiday is GONE! common test is over.. (yeah!) schools back.. (Boo!! Boo!!) so the following weeks or maybe mths i will be studying.. doing presentation and lastly mi pw (which i dunno wat to do now)..

hmm... played and was veri busy during mi holidays.. keep on going out.... so never realli prepare well for the common test bah.. anyway... mi common test i die le! confirm! dunno why no one wanna believe mi.. boo hoo boo.. so sianz.... study so hard oso no use... haiz... and yesh.. NAFA..... like 3 weeks more?? omg.. i'm dead.. mi is so unfit... haiz.... must run le.. and do plenty of push ups.... why am i like nagging??

during this holiday i hav realise something important... tat time does nt wait for u! i mean it! we know it but we do not treasure it... time pass like nobody's business and now it is like july?? i started jc in like march and like 3 mths have gone and i feel it had been like less then a mth?? ok.. i'm so dead.. sometimes i dun even noe what i am doing... i love mi class alot.. and am enjoyin mi jc life except for the studyin part.. but besides tat yeah... at least i dun hav to worry abt wat cloths to wear.. gosh! so yeah.. i'm contented.. but there seems to be something missing... i dunno wat it is but jus tat missing part which can piece every part of the puzzle.. something liddat la... jus tat missing part.. argh! anyway i will nt think much caz haiz... tomor sch reopen le... i dun wan! go back sch!!! nonono!!! tomor period oso no gd le... i wanna be sick!!! argh.... ok.. sorri.. too naggy.. gp holiday hw essay haven do yet.. dun wanna do today.... so sianz.. anyway tomor gt project work 2 lessons.. i realli dun noe wat to do le... haiz...

one week gone.. tick tock tick tock

2005-06-04T08:47:00.000-07:00

argh.. one week gone le.. how... never do much studyin.... went out for 'swimming', shoppin, camping.. i am so busy.. =x lolx... haiz... how??!!! need to concentrate on studyin usin mi free time liaoz.. but hor.. LAZY... die liaoz la....

had guitar camp on thurs and fri.. tat's why never see mi on msn.. haha... it was ok le.. went from guitar 1 (melody) so nicesh!!! to guitar 3 (base) at first hor.. so blur le.. caz dun realli noe all the base notes.. hee.. mi fault... but ltr on feel nt bad le.. caz oso gt strummin and mi strummin no gd... haven learn yet but think it will be great! hehe... still love guitar 1 though.. the times we had to prepare for guitar nite.. love ya all! hehe... but after camp.. body ache... slept on the floor ma.... >.<>

next week full of lectures and tutorials and chalet and bbq.. hahaha.... preparin for the bbq with other j1s le.. gonna be so fun and confirm great success! haha.. remember to go! tat's all le.. must go do econs.. haiz... hw le.. essays and mcq by mon!!! die.. haven touch yet.. =x and physics tutorial ques so... okok.. signin off liaoz...

HoLiDaY

2005-05-29T00:03:00.000-07:00

giv up on doing something unique with mi post le.. i'm useless at it.. wahahaha.. so now... onli jus plain crappin.. =x first day of holiday! how does it felt? well.. ermz... nothin special???? caz when i think of holiday.. i tink of extra lecture, extra tutorials... can... ComMoN TeSt!!! argh!! hehe.. but i oso think of free time and MORe SlEeP.. wahahhaa.. anyway... i shall start blogging.. on wat happen on tues...

TUesday.. pw day... must show teacher our gpp.. and guess wat? she like say good.. veri good.. heheehehe.. nt bad rite mi group.. wahahaha.. mi as leader le! lolx.. no la.. mi group members so gd le.. jia you! so.. we onli need to add more things to it... until under grps.. =x... shall nt say more... but i oso saw some ppl 'true colours'.... i nt sure oso la... may God bless them..

FriDay... had guitar nite le... first time.. scare... worried.. and ermz.. butterfly in mi stomach? u get the idea... actually was onli like 5 ppl singing.. then hor.. teacher scare we do a nt good job... or tat we realli never sing that well during practice that afternoon.. so gt senior join us.. so like.. aiya.. so many ppl le.. who ever wan join jus join lor... dun care le... but we train in the J202 i think room for quite some time more.. quite enjoyable.... time went pass FaSt.... went on stage like soo soon liddat... so.. when i gt on stage.. scare at first.. and so pai sei.... then started the music.. i never realli sing the first part when gt more confidence then sang mi best.. tried lookin at the auidence... but.. ermz... aiya.. nvm.. i'm nt veri gd at lookin at people anyway.... at the last part! OMG... we made a huge mistake.. caz the senior jus join us like for half an hour? so ermz.. they nt veri sure how the song is.. and we miss one more chrous! so lucky the guitar player saved the day... hehe... ermz.. ya.. then next is the barn dance... was nt playin in the front part caz suddenly i realise mi guitar so weird one le... haiz.. dunno why.. anyway.. caught up in the 2nd line.. and tried mi best followin tat.. was trying to look at the instructor once or twice oso.... hmmm... i hope i did a gd job in everything? overall it was quite ok le...

SaturdAy.. went out today! wahaha... go buy xin ying present.... we went bugis le... then hor.. suay sia.. went on mrt from bedok to bugis.. then saw S17 ppl.. haiz... in the morning.. first day of holiday saw them le.. sianz sia... anyway dun care them.. make mi angry onli... so.. was late meetin them... hehe... but ok la.. overall some ppl oso late... so ya.. fair.. hahaa... except for jia qi who came so early... hahaha... went go look look.. finally after a LoNg search.. we brought her a book mark.. which is like a wire liddat.. then make into xinying.. with a heart! haha.. nt bad le.. for lunch we went to fish and co... mi first time there.. so like i was thinkin since mi first time and the first day of holiday.. i jus try new stuff.. hhaahaha... so gt myself pari pari prawn which huiming reconmended caz her friend said nicesh... and a mango carrot drink which was refillable! wahahaa.... the rest gt like fish and chips and jia qi gt sting ray... hmm.. so when mi drink come... i was shock at first.. caz mi and hui ming order different drinks.. her's waas passon fruit.. but the colour like the same le! =O so anyway.. stirred it.. and tried one drink.. NICESH!! wahaha.. so heng le.. the drink was nice... hahaha... refillable somemore.... and no taste of carrot! hehhe... so while waiting for the food... we tok.. then while we tok i drink somemore... food came le.. mi prawn looks so big le.. ahhaa.. tried one.. and it was nice!.. haha.. but hor.. caz i jus now drank too much water.. i'm like full with like 4 to 5 bits le.. so wasted! so gt miself to finish it.. and hor.. since the mango carrot drink refillable.. so might as well drink mi fullest.. so ah... when i finish... i was sooooo full.. hehe.. but it was nice.. worth mi money.. wahhaha... so overall nt a bad day le.. too bad it ended with tuition...

anyway.. 12.03 le.. i'm still awake! =D

one test over.. 2 more to go...

2005-05-18T16:47:00.000-07:00

TROUBLED
TIRED
TERRIBLE
TENSE
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Weeeee

2005-05-17T20:34:00.000-07:00

SOOOOOoooo happy.... yesterday gt sea sports day.. in the beginning quite angry.. ccaz the guys was like keep us waiting while they go mac buy lunch.. haiz.. anyway.. we gt to paticipate still.. hee... dargon boat so worried le.. caz never practice.. but due to great guildance... we never got last! haha.. we got 2nd in the rely out of 5 classes... haha... hope we ccan go finals.. but quite impossilble caz onli 10 out of 40 plus class can get into finals... anway... we RULE for the events! haha.. like canoeing ar... rafting ar.. haha.. gt first in relys le... and some even confirm 1st place le.. whahaha.. although land sports we not gd but we rule at sports games! hehe...

today was actually quite in a happy mood le.. then we gt for extra math remedial.. today.. veir SUAY.. caz gt other class join oso... they veri veri bad one lor... laugh at mi friends laughter.. then they like act so smart liddat.. then like say gt get 'virus' being veir rude lor.... so angry with them sia... then they like act big liddat say 'shut up' liddat.. cannot stand them sia.. if we dargon boat gt into finals MUST beat them sia.. then this week math test i oso wanna beat their top 'scholar'... =p cannot ta han them le... so angry sia... argh...

anyway tomor gt econs test, thrus gt SPA and fri gt math test.. so sayonara to sleep.. *.*

am i gonna make it??

2005-05-15T10:05:00.000-07:00

so lonnnnnnngggggg neve blog le... dun feel like it bah... hmm.. many things have happen since i blog.. realise mi civil teacher like so bias liddat... dun reallli like her le.. and i cant stand the fact that she dun give us the format to write for econs then onli after test then tell us.. like.. hello! isn't that too late?! dunnoe her la...
anyway.. found mi pw group le.. feel so stupid caz long time ago knew where to find it but did not realise it was there.. >.<>.<
tommor is sea sports day for mi sch le.. think it would be fun bah.. never had it be4.. and mi sch is the onli jc that have sea sports day! whahaha... hehe.. doing dragon boat tomor.... ar.. but hor.. mi class never practice be4 le.. caz everytime no dragon boat.. so wish us luck... hehe.. this comin week, full of test again.. gt SPA, econs test again! and math faculty test.. or something liddat.. was thinkin whether i shd nt have slack for the past erms.. 5 dayS? anyway.. what's over is over le.. dun think will be sleepin much this week.. at least something to look forward too.. the holidays! ar... correction.. indiviually studyin.. caz after holiday is like common test liao..
but be4 that.. must practice hard on mi guitar caz gt guitar nite comin up and oso gt camp le.. hehe... and i finally noe the price for the guitar nite tickets le.. it is $5 dollars.. sounds alot hor.. but still must come, ok.. hehe.. need to study for econs le.. -.-

wat can i say.. today's great!

2005-04-20T20:37:00.000-07:00

Today was great! Well it all started like on monday.. i was too timid to go and try out for those who learnt guitar already.. hence i stayed with the beginners... it was so veri boring le.. all the things he teach i noe le.. haiz... so one regretful day... on tuesday.. teacher suddenly say next day gt test.. but not counted la.. the gd news is we can bring one side of full scap with notes.. the bad news is there is so many things i had to include.. so what to do.. stayed up until 12 plus just to squeze all my points in.. and it was econs essay question, 3 ques somemore le.. i did not noe how i managed it but in the end i did... so the test was on wednesday which is today.. in the morning, i was like curious wanting to noe wat ppl did.. guess wat.. many of them never even write anything lor.. wa luo... zzz... and they were like saying wa! so small ur words.. etc.. zzz.... it was a nt counted test but it is still a test wat.. anyway can bring one side of full scape so i thought i might as well try my best.. the result? my teacher veri happy caz we did our work and was actually discussing the ques during assembly! =D i wrote like 4 pages of the 2nd question which teacher was oso veri happy.. dunnoe why le.. she like.. oo gt one person 2nd page le.. and jia you u can do it.. so entu.. went for guitar oso le.. am so happy i finally gt the courage to ask the teacher.. the teacher was unconvices at first but as me to try out... so dun worry, i will practice veri hard le! hehe... at night oso gt like mircule happen le.. as our econs test is like next week.. and we have practically nothing at all to study.. as the bookshop aunty say that the supplier no stock in the guide bk.. so anyway ask mi dad to go bishan for me to help me and mi friends buy.. and guess wat.. he brought it today le! hehe.. so happy.. usually he wont one le.. =D so i guess today is a happy day.. haha... jus hope everyday is a great day.. >.<

anyother ordinary day...

2005-04-10T00:27:00.000-07:00

one week has past since my new time table arrived.. haiz.. so veri tired after each day... it is so different compared to secondary school life.. everyday after school i feel like i had drained out all my energy... nt that i was doing something vigilrous but well actually i was like jus listening? and it drained out all my energy.. gosh.. feel like i'm going to be sick soon.. sleeping like 5 to 6 hrs aday.. and walkin in the rain like nobody business... caz it had been raining later.. and my uniform is like water proof? so who cares anyway.. saw all my tuitors already.. well what can i say.. i think i'm quite fortunate bah.. at least i did nt get quite a strict teacher or a teacher which cannot teachs.... math lecturer was terrible... beside the fact that the teacher speaks so soft and that she put the font quite small.. she is also a perfectionist! why did i say tat? well.. she waited for everyone to keep quiet.. of course that did not happen.. but there were times when we were quite quiet considering it was the audi which could fill 600 people.. and the worst thing was that when the screen saver came on we laugh abit.. then she saw and starting slowly laughing... then the whole audi laugh louder.. so waste of time lor.. it was like 8 mins.. we counted cause we waited to know like wat time end as the lecturer did not explain properly the sum and like haiz... so anyway wat a waste of time.. haiz... hope it would improve next week.. but heard the LT lecturer oso quite as bad.. as his teaching was so slow and he is new to lecturing... haiz.. hope things would be better... anyway.. still must catch up with lots of work.. haiz..

CCa

2005-03-30T20:00:00.000-08:00

Today... another slack day... went to library to study... hehe... i studied the first chapter of physics.. wat to do.. never go first three mths so must self study lor.... then when go math lecture i was so so so tired sia.. lucky end liao.. caz ending that time i like fell asleep... hehe.... Went to the guitar cca, today the cjc came to our school.. like abit workshop but in 2 hrs nah... like to hear each other and comment on each other lor... met new friends le! hehe... so happy... actually thought will be alone one le... anyway.... the cjc like nt veri gd le... tpjc better... haha...

exams over le! jc here i come......

2005-03-28T16:31:00.000-08:00

Relief, sad, scare and happy... These are some of the feelings i'm feeling now.. relief is because my course has finally ended! I had did the test today! luckily i bought along a jacket as it was freezing inside.. there were abt 30 to 40 candidates and i was seated in the front row! wat a 'great' seat it was... so we had to read in our name, ic, etc.. but compared to schools exam, this external exam we were allowed to leave early! like u onli need to seat for half an hour then if u giv up u can jus go... wow! but waste money lor... anyway i seat the paper until 5 mins be4 times up then i rise my hand and go.. why i did nt wait 5 more mins? simple! i dun wan wait for the invilgilator to go one by one ma.. so long.. anyway now i'm free! well.. until tomor morning... then my jc life realli starts.... I was quite sad caz i dun think i can get distinction for my test.. haiz.. i'm scare caz tomor i think go into classes liao....SO fast! gosh... veri hard to breath le.. and i'm happy caz i gt to the subject i wan! yeah... lolx... i got into math, phy, and econs... need to buy ten yrs series liao.. hehe.... anyway.. am veri veri gald that one at least it is more calmer.. well went back school to get my testi.. the teacher say all the gd things abt me le.. lolx.. but quite expected la.. confirm the same old thing frm our form teacher... oh yeah.. i oso went for my first lesson of gp tuition at caraven.. with zheng yi, shu ling, joel, hei wai, xiao yan.. hehe... quite enjoyable except abit stress.. caz the first lesson we were timed to do a compre in 1 and a half hour! jc compre le.. i was like.. ermz.. i never do be4 lor.. so in the end jus anyhow do.. hehe... jc compre and sec compre so different.. the summary like 7 marks nia.. then got one question abt application and own views one.. 7 marks but must write one and one third page! siao... lolx.. guess there will be more surprise in store for me.. hehe.. oh ya.. btw.. i went into class 14... so if anyone same as me must tell me hor.. hehe.... till then.. tata!

POSTING

2005-03-22T08:49:00.000-08:00

today.. woke up at 8.17am.. hehe... so early hor.. caz zheng yi message me asking me where to go... woke up so late was also the cause of my sister... she go on the air con and put it until so veri cold... so was later lor.. ok.. so i went into msn.. and a few ppl start askin me where i go le... but i haven check yet.. went yahoo.. check on jae... then click the webby... then after tat.. i click on a link for o lvl students... type in my ic... and there it was.. my posting... was quite glad the internet was not hangin.... hehe.. so here it is... I am officially going to...... tampines jc.. science course! lolx... dunnoe why when see result so happy... actually thought might not go in.. cause alot of ppl staying.. so quite scare... plus recently i have this strong and strange feeling tat i wan to go jc... lolx... so now veri happy... hehe... but for my test? i think i die liao... tomor orentation le.... must study already... >.<>

Korean Show! Glass Slipper (유리구두)玻璃鞋

2005-03-14T22:49:00.000-08:00

I am quite into this show lately.. well.. its been on for quite some time liao.. and i'm thinkin that its going to end soon.... So if you wanna buy vcd here is a Veri Veri gd show.. so touching.. cried a few times... hehe.. so here's a review i found on the webby.. hehe.. hope you like it.. you can catch it every monday and tuesday at 10.45pm or sometimes it startes at 11pm... remember to catch it!

Glass Slippers summary
When Taixi and Yunxi's parents pass away, they leave home to find their grandfather, who they have never seen. The grandfather is also trying to find his two grandchildren. When Taixi goes after pickpockets that steal her wallet, she loses her younger sister, Yunxi. Taixi, though, finds and lives with her grandfather and aunt, Xianzhi and the aunt's son, Ruijun with the help of Zaihe -a kid that only helped her because he knew Taixi was the grandchild of a very rich person. Yunxi, on the other hand, is hit by a car and loses her memory. The family that had hit her raises her (even though they don't want to), and fifteen years past by. Yunxi later had her name changed to Shanyu, she is a bright girl that works several jobs. Later on, she enters the company her grandfather owns. Her friend, Zhexiong, is the son of the grandfather's driver. Yanhong is his sister. Taixi also enters her grandfather's company as a unknown employee in an attempt to get recognized for her skills, not because she is the president's grandchild. She is still in search of her younger sister. Shengxi, who is the evil daughter of the family Shanyu grew up with, pretends to be Yunxi in front of Taixi, with Shanyu's mother ring. This makes things more complicated. Yanhong on the other hand, met Ruijun. They were enemies at first, scolding and beating each other each time they met. However Ruijun fell in love with Yanhong. Yanhong soon loses her job, so Ruijun owing a restaurant gave her a waitress job. Soon Ruijun confess his love to her. Unbelieved in the start, but in the end she too fell in love with him. However Ruijun's mother did not agree to their affair, but they did not bother much about it. Eventually, though, the sisters will finally reunite after much tragety. Just like the Cinderella story, Shanyu is a poor girl that later turns out to be the daughter of a very rich grandfather, and her life is changed. However the doctor has found out that she has a bone marrow disorder. Now will she stay alive and pick Zaihe (her sister's boyfriend) or Zhexiong to be her prince or will she die.

Attention!

2005-03-10T16:33:00.000-08:00

Attention all viewers.. the owner of the blog will nt be blogging or even on the net from 11/3 to 28/3.. hehe.. simply becaz she has a important exam, book keeping, which is veri costly and she is payin all by herself without any help from her parents.. the amount is like $100 over.. so she better do well for it.. anyway.. she will be studying like hell caz she haven even done any revision yet and its 18 days more onli... =D die... so pray hard for her and wish her the best.. hehe....

Anyway.. i will be posting my results of my JAE on my blog.. hehe.. so wish me luck on that too.. although i'm nt veri sure where i want to go.. but no matter where i go, i will study hard and do my best.. haha.. crappy rite.. o well... hehe...

New Furniture for mi!

2005-03-06T00:15:00.000-08:00

today... veri happy le.. one thing is that i have finally decided wat to put on my jae... first put tp jc then put singapore poly.. but the course i'm still deciding on accountancy or banking and fiance.. so quite relief...

Next is that mi furniture come le! my long awaited furniture.. hehe... the rocking chair is the best part i think.. so comfortable.... Xiang Yun comin my house to paint my room.. think next week bah.. hehe.. so happy.. like new room liddat.. haha...

Lastly for those who play maple story.. my friend sold me a white calaf and a white anakaroon.. hehe.. below npc price le.. but like i owe him alot.. hee... anyway still veri happy..

haiz... tired.. confused.. mi dun noe...

2005-03-03T10:59:00.000-08:00

WHY! why must we make a decision of where to go.. jc or poly.. why must we take the o lvl.. why is life so difficult... why must i get 16 pointers... why why why... two days ago.. when i saw the nus webby.. i was veri angry as all diploma can take business adminstration and that business courses can onli take computering.. so i decided jc... yesterday.. xy tok to me... and say her cousin from science in jc then decided to change to poly, business adminstration and that if u have a goal in life u shd go poly.. and that mi 16 pointers shd oso go poly.. now i back to square 1! why why why... i'm tired, confused, sad... i dun noe wat to do... it's the most important decision in my life.. and yet i'm left clueless... why why why... argh... why must life be like this... i need ans soon... if god would guide me through this.. plz giv me the ans soon... now.. i leave the ans in god's hand..

o lvl results

2005-03-02T19:32:00.000-08:00

~~~~~28th feb~~~~~
gt my o lvl results on 28 of feb.. in the morning went with xiang yun and guan hui to temple at bugis.. hehe.. in the way there i was shocked! when i realise xiang yun haven got her singpass yet.. so after temple we went to tampines cpf building... the queue was VERI long, and it does nt seem like moving.. haiz.. sian.. next the person told us that there is another building where we can make singpass.. we were well quite happy and hope that the queue was lesser.. however it seem to be a bit lesser onli.. the worst thing was that they have lunch break! haiz.. so in the end we went to sch with xy without singpass... Stupid singpass la.. haiz.. that day so angry with the government.. anyway.. went to sch early.. saw mi a1 friend de.. veri happy.. they told me that 100% passes in a math, I was happy as I knew that alot of ppl will be veri happy.. hmm... at 2pm... we were told to seat down.. it delayed to 2.30pm... butterflies comin to my stomach and time was ticking.. my results was on the table further up... it was so near yet so far.. I started praying every now and then.. hoping for the best.. well they wont not let us get our results that easy.. of course there was a principal talk.. haiz.. at least it was nt veri boring.. told us abt our average results, he oso say that the express marks were above national average... so happy.. clap alot le... hehe.... told us the top student.. it was gracie.. so shocked! thought it would be another person.. hehe... but veri happy for her le.. congrats! ok.. going back.. after the principal speech it was abt 2.45pm... veri scare le.. however gt another speech.. haiz.. drag until 3pm.. then time suddenly pass veir fast.. before i noe it onli left 3 ppl infront of me taking the results.. AH!!! so fast... then time pass faster.. I sign my name messyly... who would bothered... haha... then I look at it.. heart pumpin.. however they never help me add up le! argh.. so i have results but i dun noe where i can go... okey.. relax i told my self.. i scan through the results... my both maths gt a1.. relieved! i scan through the crowd.. and found zheng ni.. ah.. life saver.. so i gt her junior to help me count... haha.. never expect it.. so the number start incresing... bit by bit... i started worrying.. suddenly it stop.. ah... i gt......................................16 points... haiz.. when i heard 16 i was sad... have to admit it.. it was nt that gd.... haiz.. but relieve.. so we talk abit... asking around our marks.. and then aik ying came.. she slowly state all my marks.. then i realise something.. i did do well.. well better then expected.. and i start being happy and abit crazy.... lolx... but thinking about 16 marks.. i felt disappointed... but was happy with my achievement.. my english especially.. i got b3! i mean b3! yeah.. so gd le.. never expected it.. hehe and my chinese oso b4! yeah! a B... in my whole life i have never thought of getting a B... especially when i thought that my dec chinese papers went down the drain... and it was hopeless but i still gt a c5.. but a b4.. gosh.... shocked and excitied.... my combined humans oso was quite a shock.. a b4.. so happy and relieve... so i scan through the schools i can go.. after minus my cca points i got 14... nt bad.. then i scan through the schools and saw that tampines jc i can go le.. hmm.. still thinking at that point whether to go jc or poly...

~~~~~1st march~~~~~
went to see movie le... Howl's moving castle at 10.35am tampines mall with shu ling, zheng ni, kang jing, xiang yun, qi fan and two of shu ling's friend... so early??? guess wat.. i woke up at 6am... caz accompany xy go do her singpass... went to the cpf building and well the queue was shorter but luckily.. it was movin! yeah.. at last... went to posb oso le.. wanted to draw out money caz moneyless after i brought my furniture.. surprise that i can draw out money in a joint acc of me and my dad... hehe! was in the cinema.. and be4 we went in.. i saw my cousin! suprising le.. my friends knew my cousin le.. she veri gd gt 9 pointers.... unlike me... oh well... the show was quite touching, cried afew times >.<>

WaT is The MeaNing Of Life???

2005-02-24T22:20:00.000-08:00

o lvl results comin out on the 28 of feb... guess everyone noes it liao.. was pondering abt wat course i wanna take and abt my future.. i thought tat my path was simple and plain... going through a math path since my math was the best sub.. however am i gonna do math my whole life?! wat is the meaning of life then.. will i get a break down? thought of trying life science.. but nt veri confident in it.. especially biology.. it is even worst then my chinese! phy and chem is nt bad.. i can cope with it.. haiz.. life..

appreciating my past life.. had to work and study these days.. it was a coincident actually.. realli pity those working ppl and studying too.. after goiing through it for 2 mths.. i am veri tired.. i guess work and study can never go together for me.. i realli appreciate and am gonna to appreciate more of my study days.. guess i will be completing my studies be4 i enter the working life...

why do i think of so much! haiz.. cleaning my room for a new room.. hehe... must prepare it ready liao.. spent too much time thinking and not doing.. anyway.... pray hard that my exams would come out great! hehe.. till then patricia out! >.<

YEAH!

2005-02-18T17:35:00.000-08:00

did nt blog for a few days caz sick.. with fever and cold and sore throat and headache... yeah.. u get the idea.. so went doctor gt 3 days mc! sounds gd? yup if u are nt veri sick... gt worst on the second day, even vomitted, felt real awful.... third day was better but nt feeling well still.. went back work today.. felt i was alrite in the beginning.. but then in the afternoon i gt stomach ache and head ache... life is tough... wat to do.... and yesh! i have change my blog settings! hehe FINALLY found how to do navigations.... so happy... now is more organise and more wat can i say better! hehe.. called moe today abt the o lvl results thingy.. guess wat... they say they will announce to the media ONE or TWO days be4 the results day... i was like shock! well.. nt veri surprising since they have been doing like this for like way back.. but cant they announce it earlier? like one week or even three to four days earlier... we as the 'victim' felt it the most! we gt to prepare ourself for the worst and one or two days! gosh.. they oso told me it would be at the end of feb... i mean wats the point of saying it.. it is like the WHOLE SINGAPORE noes it.. argh... fed up... but fed up oso no use.. i hav no 'say'.

HaPpy

2005-02-12T23:48:00.000-08:00

Today veri hapPy le.. brought a lava lamp! it is quite a nice colour too.. was deciding actually le.. caz lava lamps are quite ex but they were selling it at a discount.. so.. i brought it! was quite surprise too when i found how lava lamps works and it was actually in three pieces place together and nt one whole piece.. Went to bugis too.. wanted a blue converse shoe! but... it was there like 3 or 4 weeks ago.. now it is like extinct! in singapore.. haiz... wanna it veri much too.. now onli left black colour and the sizes are limited.. its a seasonal stock too.. so there might nt be any stock left.. argh! so sad abt it... Today I oso wtach seoul raider, it was quite a funny show.. nt bad to watch it too.... hehe.. so in the end today mixed feelings bah...

CHinese New Yr

2005-02-09T22:15:00.000-08:00

HaPpY ChIneSe NeW YeaR! GonG Xi Fa CaI! hehe.. today go visiting, went and collected about $134 le.. hehe.. nt bad la.. especially when my dad need to take back two of the most! amount ang bao.. tomor still hav le.. but tomor is nt we go and is they come! hahaha... can slack.. going to my uncle's house tomor and helping out too.. hehe... frying chicken wings! Wore dangling earrings today... My first time! hehe.. abit heavy at first and abit uncomfortable.. but later get use le.. actually i wear dangling earrings oso look nt bad.. hehe..

shall stop here.. may everyone wishes come true and may all be healthy and may everyone have veri gd marks for o lvl.. ^^

Sick! again..... and ....

2005-02-03T17:58:00.000-08:00

guess wat... I never realli recover... after the stupid nose bleed, i was heaty till now... haiz... sian la... and mi pay like dunnoe when will come sia.. anxious.. btw.. sorri abt the music thingy.. had a little problem with the webby so now i dun think gt song yet.. but i trying out new things like maybe in the future, u would be able to chose the songs u wanna hear.. hehe! cool rite.. lolx.. anyway i learning alot from the job le.. maybe even on monday i doing it on my self! hehe... gd rite... but oso abit scare.. and the name of my boss veri ... or shd i say special.. anyway.. i'm nt saying.. hehe..

Sick!

2005-01-26T17:03:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! guess wat.. i had my first nose bleed last night! so scary... the feeling in my nose was veri weird.. and now still abt the same.. except it stopped! it all started last night.. at abt 11pm plus plus and i was watching 'glass shoe' which is quite a nice show and chatting with guan hui after spending abt half an hour on the lousy computer jus to get into msn.. then my nose bleed started! i was shock, as it was my first.. i was then told by my parents to lay down on the bed and had a ice pack on my head.. breathing was veri difficult and i felt no better.. i was force to sleep and i guess it stopped for a while.. but then when i woke up in the early morning and start going to the toilet.. it started again! argh.. wanna die already.. so had to go back to bed again with one of my hand handicape from holding the tissue on my nose.. it was the worst night... so in the morning my dad took a days leave.. thanks dad.. and drove me to A&E.. hehe.. but that time my nose bleed haven stop yet sia.. so must have a tissue in my nose.. then i go down stairs and it was most embrassing.. in the early morning and i met so many ppl both in the lift and at the carpack there.. argh! so pai sei sia.. anyway things got worst.. on the way there we saw an accident.. the bus had crash into a mrt pillar! the front part of the bus was almost irrecognisable! it happen at Tanah Merah at the cross junction where there is a big plant shop, and i think it is near to bedok view sec.. well if u live near there or if u had cross past there be4 then u will noe what i mean.. anyway.. we went to A&E and then the accident had injured ppl and of course they went there too.. haiz.. anyway.. when we gt there i took my tissue out and guess wat! the bleeding stop.. of all places.. it happened infront of two nurse and two practicing guy nurses!!! argh!!! i wanna hide my face.. gosh... so veri veri pai sei.. so the nurse say i had to wait for hours.. so in the end i came home and slept... buit be4 that i tried to contact my work place.. as i did nt noe the phone number i called 100 to find out.. called many times but there was no answer.. so i called popular and ask abt the number and guess wat.. the number that 100 gave my was wrong! gosh.. and i thought they knew all the telephone number... haiz.. so i finally gt the number and i called my work place.. Felt veri sad as wat will they do without me! nt that i am a veri important person but.. i still have a quite big part and today ppl will be coming down to get the uniforms, and how abt my cashier assistant... onli i can do it.. caz the other part timer never did it be4... and lots lots more.. so haiz.. hope they will do fine...

1 more week....

2005-01-23T20:00:00.000-08:00

1 more week to my first pay le! ahahahaha... veri happy le.. gt my first money that i make! hope it is alot.. hehe... hmm.. this few weekends i go my grandma house to help make chinese cookies.. haha.. nice le.. especially the pineapple tart.. =) but i now realise something le.. my 1st uncle veri veri bad! we do the cookies then he giv to his friends! he does not help much le.. haiz.. so unfair one.. i go put veri little things on the givin away one.. haha... dun care.. hehe... anyway.. now veri veri little time sia.. work, eat, watch tv, sleep.. i miss maple story! all my friends higher lvl then me le.. so sad.. and i still computerless... haiz.. life so unfair le.. anyway.. going to buy new shoes.. haha.. went to nanyang poly for the open house le.. it was ok bah.. but lots of ppl.. and... the place is veri big sia.. still dunnoe where i wanna go.. see results bah.. till then.. i gotta pray hard for gd results.. hehe..

2005-01-20T07:05:00.000-08:00

>.<

2005-01-20T06:54:00.000-08:00

Niceh???

TirEd!

2005-01-15T11:22:00.000-08:00

TirEd!!! lol.. one week of work.. veri tired and pain all over my body.. hehe.. unable to blog sia expecially when i am computerless! I wan a laptop!!! lol.. covered alot of things in my job this week.. quite satisfied.. oso did a bit of cashiering.. haha.. quite fun sia.. but veri scary if change the money wrongly.. worst part is i hav a course!! then everytime go course like going there to sleep liddat.. veri jia lat.. so an advise.. to complete ur studies before thinkin of having a job.. caz havin a job and a course is damn tiring.. wonder how adults which do that cope with it.. it is a veri bad idea to work and take up course.. i think if u work for yrs and yrs doing the same thing.. it is veri MEANINGLESS!!!! veri sian oso... at least for me i dun hav to work during the weekends and holidays.. haha.. quite gd la.. compared with ppl who hav to work.. The ppl there oso quite nice except perhaps i am covering too much le.. i did almost everything except for the counting of money.. haha.. $$$$... hope next week would be better.. haha.. suddenly realise something.. teachers can be veri fussy! and never realli make their minds.. hmm... onli some i guess, especially the gers.. haha.. everything is must get it done as soon as possible.. jus hope that the rush hour would end soon.. and the uniforms would be comin next week!! wonder how i can cope with it.. especially when the cabinate is full already.. and the store room.. well i need to repack i guess.. new bks are oso comin in.. Alot of things to do next week!!!! argh.... hehe.. i should nt continue any further or nt u would be zzzzzzzzzz.. hehe.. till next time...

Job!

2005-01-07T16:48:00.000-08:00

veri long never blog le... hmm.... recently went to a class bbq le... quite alot of ppl go le.... So happy... hehe.... glad to noe that lots of ppl r doing well... being an owl recently.. woke up at night and sleep in the morning.. Night life is the best! hehe..but i cannot stay up late for long.. sian... parents complain le.. so unfair one... anyway... have job le.. ahahahaha.. starting on monday... hope that everything will work out... Saw a quote in my course room...

'If you think studies is expensive, try ignorance.'

dun get what the quote means thought... do you?

ahahaha!

2005-01-02T18:42:00.000-08:00

Today veri happy le! I have like won part of the war le! wat war? well, its the war between me and my dad about the computer le! and today.. I gt the computer for most of day.. Ahahaha! Anyway, I oso added new things to my blog le.. like calendar, more quiz and a wish list... haha... Nice? Please write comments about it in my tag.. It will be most helpful.. I oso found some nice pics and music to put on my blog le! nt normal type of music but anime kind.. Ahahaha.. So when I tried of 'welcome to my life' the music then I change.. But up to now, veri nice le.. Ahahaha.. Siao already.. Too happy le.. hmm.. realise something le.. If u play maple story at 2-4am, then got get alot of good things le.. haha.. many potions... Now I almost like owl liddat... But I now quite like the night le... Veri Nice.. Especially since I have the computer... Ahahaha.. kk.. I'll stop here.. hehe...

2005

2005-01-01T02:52:00.000-08:00

Happy new year to all! new year le! so fast! time waits for no one huh..

But sadly nature cares for no one too... As the new yr arrive, tsunami cause many ppl to die le.. Many have lost their life and their love ones...
However...
"There is no need to curse others
There is no need to suspect corruption
Its not the time yet until there is evidence
Dont accuse or anticipate unneccessarily
Just be glad for the kindness of helpful people
Just pray for more survivors"

It's sad but it is still the truth.. We as Singaporeans are very bless to be 'protected' by our neighbours (directly or indirectly).. So we shd do our best to help the victims where ever we can even if it is just a simple prayer.. So as the new yr arrives, I pray for all the safety of the tsunami victims and that they will be safe and sound. Amen.

Let's have a solemn moment of silent for them..

Ok.. Done.. hmm.. new yr arrive le.. and I hav plan more new things for my blog le.. Preparing new songs for my blog and perhaps have a wish list.. Adding more quiz if there is more space since there is much gd comments abt my quiz.. Ahahaha.. tat's all for now folks.. tata..

happy new year!!!

2005-01-01T00:00:00.000-08:00

tick tock

2004-12-31T02:00:00.000-08:00

another day pass.. another day gone... one yr wanna past le.. lets see abt another 22 hrs bah.. going new year liao.. wat is ur new yr resolution? For me.. Haven thought of one yet le.. hehe... guess I would add a wish list to my blog.. my quiz getting more and more.. haha.. but I will onli post the ones which are meaingful and hav great pics.. So if u are veri free then can go try it out le... hmm.. new years day.. seems nothing special le.. for now.. I jus hope that the next year would be much much better...=)

determined?

HaPpY BiRtHdAy

2004-12-31T00:00:00.000-08:00

HaPpY BiRtHdAy To AiK YinG! God BleSs..

Inuyasha!!

2004-12-29T22:06:00.000-08:00

remember to watch inuyasha today le!! 11.30pm at art central!! hehe..

Kagome!!

niCe!

2004-12-29T21:00:00.000-08:00

AtteNtiOn aLL CoMiC rEaDerS... hehe.. MuSt reaD "ai zai bi fang".. lol.. I read finish it last night.. haha.. veri veri veri nice le.. but love monster better.. haha.. at least for this case it has onli 10 books and all published le! nt like love monster so u can read the whole story!!! haha.. the story so touching le.. all thx to nicole recomendation that I gt to read such a nice comic.. hehe.. The story is abt a guy and a ger.. both from diff worlds.. wat I mean? well.. the guy is veri smart always get top in lvl while the ger.. well.. the ger studies is nt veri gd.. in tuition class the guy goes to the first class while the ger goes to the last class.. however both of liked each other le.. however both does nt noe each other feelings.. so the story goes on and they become friends... it tok them a long time be4 they confess their love to each other however they hav to go through many obstacles and finally they can be together in public... haha.. love story le.. but veri touching.. so must read! lol..

dotz..

2004-12-28T13:54:00.000-08:00

hmmm.... today watch kong fu hustle le... the show was ok la... quite funny but nt the best show that I have seen... hehe... but veri entertaining le and abit stupid le.. haha.... anyway... I today start my course le... in the beginning I was veri blur! lol... caz I came in late and was running to class le... gosh! veri jia lat le... well nt a veri gd start.. and the course started early le.. veri early.. stupid la the teacher.. come so early one.. haiz... so I started catching up then suddenly I gt banged when I have new things comin into my head le! aiya.. too long never study le then I suddenly pick up new stuff.. veri difficult one u noe... abit stress oso.. haiz.. well tomor still must go course.. haha.. go learn the first lesson things.. wish me luck.. haha.. oh.. haiz.. miss inuyasha! thought today have.. so blur.. must wait for one more day.. haiz!!!

BBQ!!!

2004-12-27T23:57:00.000-08:00

I go register for my course le! hehe.. but the place quite far le, at paya lebar... the place oso quite "wo lu". Anyway.. I oso go to my cousin house.. there I go swimming, actually donnoe how to swim but trying hehe... We oso did some tanning.. haha.. but as it was in the mid-day.. the sun was nt veri bright and soon it was covered with clouds.. haiz... and I wanted a gd tan too... next time bah.. Later in the evening we got bbq! haha.. The weather was fine at the start.. but when we gt the fire going.. the rain start pouring down!!! Help!!! We quickly get the all the things we could find and try to save the fire.. Well... we save most of the coals.. We could nt get the function rm caz gt meeting.. haiz.. Stupid meeting la... Make us wet onli... But we never stop le.. Luckily the people put a shelter on top of the pit.. too bad it was nt that big.. anyway.. the rain stop in abt half an hr so we contine to BBQ.. haha.. I master the art of cooking chicken wings le.. haha.. cook until veri nice le.. Shd giv credit to my aunty caz she marinate until veri nice.. hehe.. haiz.. but gd does nt last.. the rain start pouring again.. haiz.. this time it was bigger... and as the fire was almost all gone and we could nt BBQ anymore.. we packed our things... hmm.. Later in the night we went night swimming.. haha.. The water was veri cold le... but it was a nice feeling when u stay in the pool for a longer time..

Below is the pic of the anime that I oso like le.. Guess the name of the anime.. haha.. anyway the anime is veri nice.. so recomend u all to see it!

<~^`ShoW`^~>

2004-12-26T12:50:00.000-08:00

Todddddday... Me and my cousins went to woodlands to see the church performance.. hehe.. veri far le.. took us about 1 hr or more to reach there... Luckily we got there in time.. hmm.. however we sit in the second font row! My neck was aching after the show cause I had to look upwards most of the time! PAIN!!! The show was quite alright... but nt veri entertaining le.. I give it 3 out of 5 stars.. haha.. (take ur chance..) anyway.. the only thing I like abt the show is the lighting.. haha.. veri entertaining... If u did nt know that it was a show.. u would think that it was a dance show! haha.. anyway the show is call "beggar.com"... interesting name.. but the name tells it all.. hehe.. the show is abt beggars and how they turn to the light... too bad today is the last day.. (i think).. At least I had a great time with my cousins.. So fun.. So anyway I am going on a course! haha.. Book Keeping course.. Tomor going to sign up le.. I am heading to my dream of take diploma accountancy.. Fast? haha...

~^~^~^~^~Star Light Star Bright~^~^~^~^~
~^~^~^~The First Star I see tonight~^~^~^~
~^~^~^~^~^~I wish I may~^~^~^~^~^~^~
~^~^~^~^~^~I wish I might~^~^~^~^~^~
~^~^~Have the wish I make tonight~^~^~^~

2004-12-25T21:52:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas! lol... anyway... today I went to my grandma's house to have our annual family gathering on Christmas day thingy... well.. I was nt realli looking forward to it as I'm nt veri close to my father's side... Well We wished everyone 'Merry Christmas' and then we gt realli for dinner.. Tis year, the food was nt veri nice.. Prehaps tis is because my grandma is getting older but I did nt complain abt aloud though.. To be respectful that is.. But tis year, I'm quite disappointed.. During Christmas I always love the part when we open our presents! But tis year.. all my presents were either a 'hong bao' or vouncher... I guess prehaps it is the most easiest present... hmm.. I jus hope that tis 'trend' would nt last.. Prehaps next yr would be better.. Anyway in my heart, Christmas is always a veri special day of the yr, after my birthday that is =p tis is because it is the time of giving and it is also when jesus christ was resurrected! Yay! God Bless!

Merry Christmas!

2004-12-24T01:00:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas everybody!!!

Hope that ur day will be filled of laughter and smiles..
Be happy always!
And may u pass ur o level with flying colours!
God Bless!

Snip Snip

2004-12-23T18:59:00.000-08:00

Today my uncle came and he brought for us quick silver pants.. hehe.. love mine veri much... I also went to have my hair cut.. The lady was veri forceful and keep on pulling my hair.. She uses alot of force le.. and she does one cutting style that cause alot of pain oso.. But luckily I feel ok with my hair, at least I dun realli look wired.. hehe.. Now, my hair is shorter and thinner i guess.. I also went christmas shopping! hehe.. brought some stuff... Am feeling veri lazy these days.. Prehaps it is the weather, so nice to sleep... and now i can onli use the com when my dad is nt around.. i'm gonna miss the com so much.. hehe.. lastly my dad found his motorbike! yay! God Bless! hehe... tata for now..

inuyasha!!!

2004-12-23T00:00:00.000-08:00

jus watched inuyasha! it was great! inuyasha rox! haha.. u can catch it every wed to fri at 11.30pm on arts central! dun forget to watch it! =)

FIrst Post =)

2004-12-22T18:56:00.000-08:00

My first Blog! Hehe.. So happy! Took a Veri Beri long time jus to make this so hope you would like it, hehe. The Lyris to the song is at the bottom right. I jus came back from my holiday to Thailand, was coughing all the way *cough* *cough*. The airport in Singapore was very cold, nt forgetting the airplane which reach to a temperature of -10 degree celius!!! I had no blanket nor jacket so I was freezing away.. Luckily it was only for 2 hrs... Went there to buy alot of things, and I oso broke my record of shopping.. However the tour guild was very demanding, he brought us to shop at places where he could get commission for it. How nt considerating can he be! For instance, when we were 'force' to go to a honey factory, we went past a night market. It was so bIg, which a size of 3 foot ball fields!!! In the bus, we were all saying 'wa! omg! must go shopping!'. However guess what, he gave us only 15 mins to shop at the night market!!! How to complete the 3 football field night market! Then he brought us to a shopping centre, where he could get his commission, which was 5 mins away or walking distance and told us that we could shop for 2 hrs!!! Nt forgetting the shopping centre was, of course, more expensive then the night market! what can i say! anyway, in the end we manage to buy most of the stuff we wanted. And during this trip I tried something new, para sailing! It is veri fun with the wind blowing to ur face but it is also quite scary when taking off. Advise to everyone: bring swimming costumes when going to coral island! The whole idea is getting wet.. And do not ever take the 'big' boat (dunnoe the name) when going to coral island, advise is to take the speed boat.. As the big boat, u would bob up and down many times until u get sick! and is it oso veri beri slow! That was a BIG mistake! Taking the speed boat is so much better. It is veri fast and sit in the front, the speed boat is way better then a rollar coaster! haha.. I enjoy it veri much! The driver oso seems to enjoy himself caz he went faster.. And we purposely add more weight to one side of the speed boat so that it would have more effect when the boat bumps... hehe.. We oso went to many other places.. But i guess this trip was more of a shopping trip.. Anyway, I made a new record of nt lossing my stuff during the holidays! Yay! haha.. *cough* *cough*

2004-12-22T08:22:00.000-08:00

hehe