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Monday, October 31, 2005

finalli... the day for chinese ao lvl is here.. there was a sudden calm these days in mi.. even though i know that chinese ao lvl is reachin.. i still dun care abt it.. even todae... in the morning i was like calm, peaceful.. there was no sense of worryin or scare feelin abt the paper.. going through the paper was the same.. the feelin was like i was jus goin through an ordinary paper.. hehe.. dunno this is gd or bad.. the 5 letter words.. did nt know a single one.. nt surprising bah.. think even if i study i oso wont know it either.. haiz.. there were times when i think abt knowing like all 5 letter words.. although i know it is impossible.. but i can always dream abt it oso ma.. hehe.. think i will be over the moon.. haiz.. must must be realistic.. dunno means dunno.. think its luck bah.. ^^ it was the first time i encountered a comprehension passage where half of the time they ask u for the meaning of the phaze.. "wat the... " ppl chinese nt veri gd already still ask for meaning.. haiz.. but was quite shock when i see onli 4 ques.. hope i see correctly.. =x overall ar... think it was tough bah.. many nt veri sure.. then anyhow do.. =x but after the paper.. there was no relief feelin.. maybe this was nt a rock on mi shoulder.. it was like an ordinary paper which i hav to take.. like an ordinary day jus pass.. keke... funni hor..


snoww.
|7:36 PM|


Sunday, October 30, 2005

todae.. i think i realli am testin the limits.. been slackin for the whole dae! read finish a new bk somemore.. =/ chinese ao lvl is like tomor? and here i am bloggin.. haha.. okey.. now jus read a few compo.. then maybe i continue read finish be4 memorising afew chinese words.. and reading mi sch textbk.. think tat will do bah.. i hope.. pray real hard i will pass this exam wif flyin colours.. and for mi friends too! ^^

this section is abt mi sis.. caz she say that i will write abt her.. so ta da! firstly her recorded singing voice so childish.. =x and when i record mi voice wif hers.. haha.. *beams* think mine better.. =x anyway.. jus wasted mi time wif her for like 2 hrs? first was playin stress.. which i was like winning hands down.. even though i let her ALOT of times.. but in the end she did win once le.. and then oso play wif her a stupid game.. dun wanna tok abt that.. veri pai sei.... lastly was the new song found in her friendster.. she now like a new singer, rinie.. mi think she nt bad oso bah.. ^^

gonna study real hard now le.. make up for the time i lost... think i lost alot.. but never too late for things rite... hahha.. i hope.. ^^


snoww.
|11:18 PM|


Saturday, October 29, 2005

hehe.. so sorri... SOOOOOO long never blog.. no mood le... anyway.. i gt promoted to j2.. hehe.. hmm.. seriously one yr pass veri fast.. it was like yesterday when i first step into tpjc... the memories were still fresh in mi mind.. hehe.. surprise rite.. when i hav short term memory somemore.. >.<>

for the past few days.. it was like skippin lectures and playin cards in school... i like go sch for card game onli.. damn sian.. but wat to do.. better then nothin.. dun feel like goin for lectures oso... hehe... yesterday had a 'class' outin.. haha.. why i put 'class' caz nt many ppl attended bah.. like 12 or 13 ppl nia.. BUT! considered alot le.. haha.. went bowling... hmmm... surprise surprise.. wat to say le... never look a book at its cover.. haha! first game was quite fun... guys won.. boo! haha... i was so lousy for mi first few times.. gt 0, 0 for mi first bowl.. -.-! so sad for mi.... but ltr on gt better.. >.<>

chinese a lvl exam on monday le.. guess wat.. i haven study yet.. cant believe it... why must they put an a lvl exam days after the end of sch.. who would hav mood to do le... so sianz!!! wannna study chinese todae bah.. hope it helps.. heehe... think if i pass chinese i would be veri happi le... though i noe i must aim higher.. llike perhaps a B? heehe.. but think i shd do more then thinkin bah.. heehe.. dunno wat to study oso.. maybe chinese words bah.... hope i can remmember... short term memory u see.. hee.. maybe oso miself bah.. must try to be more interested in chinese...=p

ocip is like weeks away onli.. then i still so damn lazy to think of wat to bring... mi dad was like naggin and scoldin mi le... dun care him.. =x now oso like no cash wif mi le... spent alot in the pass few weeks.. oso veri pei seh to get rebate frm parents.. so wat to do.. hehe... hope when i go thailand gt lots of nice and cheap stuff.. can buy for mi! and mi friends.. hehe..

next yr we would get new fresh teachers le... i mean like ALL our teacher would be changing.. i would definetly miss miss chia and mr lim le! both of them were veir gd teachers.. and they were also veri patient.. put up wif all our nonsense.. hehe.. wondered wat mi next yr teacher would be le.. i hope nt those old old teachers.. then they make the lesson so boring.. if liddat i die le... confirm cannot concentrate one.. then would be sleepin somemore.. =/ HOPE nt le...

one more thing before i go bah.. mi grandpa gt into hospital caz his bone rub onto a neerve i think... hope dun need operation.. gonna go visit him ltr... i pray that he would be alrite.. hope that he go for terapy (dunno how to spell) would do...

wondered sometimes who wld read mi blog.. caz i veri lazy write entries now adays.. but dun worri i would try to constantly write le... ^^


snoww.
|10:57 AM|


Thursday, September 22, 2005

wah.. surprised how long i did not blog le... dun realli feel like it especially since comin to promos and then i will be writing same old story tat usually jus goes around the no time and must study harder.. lalala...

hmm.. alot of tings have happen le... for eg... i suddenly realise that alot of ppl in mi class, even mi teacher! thinks that i study the whole night then like sleep veri little, like 1 or 2 hrs? =O how can this be possible to any human being? haiz... they think too highly of mi le... so i here must clarify miself... i do study at night but i also sleep alot! and i like to doze off alot of times too! think that's all abt it bah... hehe..

hmmm.. recently been *studyin* after school at library.. okey... nt reali studyin.. caz dunno why i go library like so dun feel like studyin.. then keep on playin.. laugh here and there... but it will improve! haha... next step is to try to concentrate like for half an hour? okey... patetic rite... >.<>

chinese promos was yesterday... ermz.. wat to say lei.. hmm.. if u ask mi abt wat the paper 2 was abt.... u would see mi blank look... >.<>

been comin late for sch le... like i counted... 8 times straight! tis is so unlike mi rite.. haha... but recently dun feel like comin to school le... and of course mi conscience guilt is coverin over mi... so i hav decided to go sch early todae! haha... if i can la... =x

i recently.. ok.. quite long le... abt a few weeks ago.. brought a zen neeon.. wahhahaha! jealous?? lolx.. and the best thing is i found a website.. for like chinese, eng, jap, korea songs le! then i can like d/l like siaoz... now inside gt like 700 plus songs liaoz.. haha... still can put like double of the songs... wahahahaa..

hmm.. frm here till end of nov think i will be quite busy le.. gt promos.. (of course!) then gt oral presentation for pw.. then gt ocip.. then after tat is mi birthday! haha... must buy mi present hor... hmm... ya.. so anyway.. dun think i will blog much until i feel like it..... =p


snoww.
|5:39 AM|


Saturday, August 06, 2005

hmm.. dunno what was over mi on friday le.. so moody.. did nt wanna tok... dun care abt hw.. or class.. or teachers.. felt veri
rebellious tat day.. i dun noe wat happen.. PMS? lolx... dunno... so sorri guys.. i must hav scared u all.. gt locked out of econs class on friday oso... cant believe it rite.. caz after gp then we (hm, xy, jq, pris, wendy) jus went to photocopy something.. (all mi fault) then saw andrea and jean on the way up class caz they collectin the national day shirt... then was like late by 5 or 10 mins? then she lock us up..... all childish can she be.. stupid miss tay... but tat time.. i did nt realli care... lock lock lor... like i wanna listen liddat... all of us complained she cant teach like centuries ago? haiz.. somemore our clivics teacher... actually jus wanted to go and leave for lunch... since she lock us up bah.. but luckily the rest decided to stay and let her 'scold' us or nt mon it would be worst.. though i felt moody.. i never realli comment much... caz dun feel like tokin anyway.. but inside.. i was like realli dun care anyway.. scold scold lor... today nt mi day anyway... while waiting for her.. gt out mi cards to play tai di.. then mi and andrea went down buy things to eat and for pris oso.. dun care if she scold mi for goin down to buy food.. so yeah... luckily.. went there tat time saw mi yam pau! =p been wantin to eat it all week long.. then everytime dun hav... haha.. so happy le... moody abit but nt so bad... hahahaha... =p so enjoyed mi yam pau on mi way back... wanted so much to feel happy after eating mi yam pau... but guess mi moody feelin overpower it bah... anyway... miss tay came after class and like 'scold' us sayin we shd set our piorities rite... onli remember tat part caz i did nt care what she said.... so.. jus wanna thx kuang yi bah.. for trying to explain our absent but in the end gt scolded.. ty ar..


today i hav thought back how stupid was i lor... feelin moody so suddenly.. must be sch too sian i think.... anyway.. now i dun care le... as in.. i wanna be happy always.. and i will nt think too much le! =p so gonna look at life happily... and i gt like 5 days of slackin! =p so happy.. think will see mi online all day if i at hm bah.. haha..


snoww.
|6:13 PM|


Thursday, July 28, 2005

On wed: guess wat! we got into the finals for netball!!! yesh! a grp with has NO netballers and the ONLi grp with enter into the finals without any netballers!! whahahaha... =x finals is on weds le.. so scare le... >.<>

Oso on wed: mi 2.4km i gt C le... ran like 16.03 if i nt wrong.. gt improve and quite happy le.. at least this time i never stop... >.<


snoww.
|9:45 PM|


Sunday, July 24, 2005

one week pass after mi so 'determine' mind.. guess wat.. haven started mi preparation yet.. pathetic rite.. haiz.. >.<

did our gp ppt on friday... guess wat.. we do too much le... >.<
netball competition is like on wed de.. so scared.. so worried.. haiz.. caz firstly dunno how to play lor... >.<

ran with pris and hm on thurs.. abt 2.2km non-stop.... wahahha... pro rite.... then on sat i ran alone at bedok stadium... die le.. without friends i'm so dead.. run abit then stop.. and especially alot of ppl was walkin lor! mi no determination at all.. *sob* luckily wed is running wif friends... we must jia you! hehe..

gt to catch up on mi times reading.. cause never read at all then now like gt 9 times i haven read yet! die rite.. so must read like one per day? haiz.. must try le.. or nt.. i subsribe jus to waste money.. so cannot cannot.. must read.... havin econs essay test on wed... luckily can bring in a piece of paper double sided.. hehe... pray can get gd gd marks... =x have to train miself to study like be4 10pm? caz i am like wasting alot of precious time be4 10pm stoning.... =x and blogging once a week nia.. hehehehe...


snoww.
|9:05 PM|




Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you


Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming


No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
to be like me









To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like


WELCOME TO MY LIFE











Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?


Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding


No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me










To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like


WELCOME TO MY LIFE













No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like








To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
(what it's like)






To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark

To be kicked, When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like


WELCOME TO MY LIFE X3


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patricia
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